我の生活點滴～

Deep Down Inside

2011-12-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

May Lord hear the deepest voice in me

I wouldnt mind if people dun understand me and being so judgemental

For all i know, He will understand widdout me trying to explain

May Lord forgive them for their foolishness

And grant me the strength to stand strong from today onwards

Let all the bygones be bygones

Lets start a brand new day with the brand new me

天天雨天

2011-11-03T17:53:00.002+08:00

这几天几乎都在雨天中度过

我是很喜欢雨天没错，但是我更喜欢在雨天窝在家中的被窝里

在雨天上班，难免有点慵懒

最近因为开始在吃保健品，好长一段时间没喝咖啡了，好想在这个冷冷的午后来杯香浓的咖啡，却又担心会影响晚上的睡眠。好想来杯热可可，可是赖于有鼻窦炎的烦恼，就只好算了！

今天的这场雨，真的下了好久好久，空气变得好冷，好稀薄

刚从感冒中痊愈的我，现在可不敢掉以轻心，外出都要多加件外套

各位亲爱的朋友也要做好保暖工作，免得感冒来缠身哦！

What If...??

2011-06-10T01:09:00.003+08:00

If it's gonna be an insomnia night tonight, what can i do to pass the night?
If i wish to talk, is anyone still up for a midnight chat?

This long distance is killing me sometimes....

Let's hope tomorrow's gonna be a challenging day to keep myself busy and so i wont have time to be emo like i am today...

Aza aza fighting~!!!!!!!

God says...

2010-11-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

I asked God
"How do I get the best of our life?"

God answered
"Face your past without regret
Handle your present with confidence
Prepare for the future without fear"

Then he added
"Keep the faith & drop the fear
Don't believe your doubts & never doubt your beliefs
Life is wonderful if you know how to live"

*copied from my previous blogpost...a meaningful one*

好一个Wedding Dinner~

2010-11-14T18:00:00.002+08:00

昨晚赴了一个极其闷+无聊的婚宴
第一次觉得喝喜酒真的可以让人这么痛苦 T__T

新郎，我不熟
新娘，我没见过
新郎是我哥的小学同学，以前小时候好像常来我家玩，但我从来没跟他说过话，昨晚的那一句“恭喜你”应该是这20多年来的唯一一句了，哈

他请我哥和大嫂，还请了我爸妈
老哥和老爸各自又得赴其他朋友的婚宴
剩下老妈，硬是叫我陪她去，为了要做孝顺女，就勉为其难的答应了=(

那一桌没有一个人是我认识的，除了坐我旁边的妈子
和一桌陌生人一起喝喜酒，吃得不尽兴之余，还真的是闷惨了 x_x
更糟的是，等到接近9点才开席，饿惨了，也累惨了，我差一点没睡着 *yawn*
这家酒店的菜还真难吃，最大的缺点就在它挂着HALAL的牌子，没有我最爱的烤乳猪 =.='''
结果到了10点多还有两道菜没上，没再等下去，我们就先离开了 *歹势啦*

不过，to 老哥的小学同学: Wish you a happie and blissful wedding that last forever ^_^

Out for Lunchie~

2010-11-07T22:41:00.004+08:00

这一家，我常去光顾的馆子，但去了这么多次，还是记不起名字

只知道是在Aman Suria，那间板面专卖店的隔壁的隔壁的隔壁

菜色很不错，重点是lunch promo @ RM7++

在这样的环境用这样不错的餐却只需付这样的费用，超值的

这一天，我们点了pork chop and pan fried chicken

饭后再慢慢的喝杯茶

忙里偷个小闲，暂忘尘嚣的喧闹，悠哉的享受这一个午后~

我爱耍酷的情人 ^_^

一场救火惊魂记

2010-11-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

刚在大哥的店等待关店的时候，美拉突然发现park在店外的一辆车子竟然意外着火冒烟，简直把我们吓坏了，心急的我们跑上前叫着刚经过店外的车主，原来她早就知道自己的车子着火，然后想走到对面的教堂找救兵

眼看火势有越来越猛的迹象，我的心有离了一下的感觉，担心万一车子爆炸那怎么办，然后会顺便烧到旁边无辜的车子，然后会不会烧到我们的店，但其实又回想了想，是靠近车子引擎部位在着火，应该没那么快烧到油缸的位置，那就应该没那么快会爆炸的 *phew*

一些应该是教会的教友也过来帮忙，大哥拿了灭火器，大家忙了好一下，终于把火扑灭了
可怜那辆苹果青的车子顿时变了雪白的一片，更可怜那年纪轻轻的女车主，被吓得站在一旁放声哭泣，其实我们大家也被吓了吓，现在的心情还有点紧张 *sweat*
不过好在大家都安全没事，总算有惊无险，阿弥陀佛 *palms together*

再见 Mr. Lau

2010-10-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

今天遇见Mr. Lau，我的中学老师
人没怎么变，就头发好像更白了，才惊觉我已经离开学校有10年了
10年感觉起来好像是很久很长的一段日子，可是又好像过得很快很快
想想再过一个10年后的自己会是什么样子，我想应该会有很多步入下一个人生阶段的惊喜吧

和Mr. Lau聊了很久，聊起很多以前在学校的趣事，聊起puan tan, mr siew, ms norina 还有大屁股老师，聊我们这一班同学的近况，很多很多的回忆
聊了很久，也笑了很久，果然是个满八卦的老师，哈哈

还记得以前Mr. Lau刚转到我们学校时，那年应该是Form 4
因为觉得他一副很慈祥，很好欺负的样子，所以我很常作弄他
上他的math class时，我从来就没在专心给他听课，笔记也没在抄，功课记得做的时候就交
难怪那年数学成绩怎么都搞不好
还试过因为他不肯透露考试的题目，然后恐吓他说要去绑架他儿子
老师有被我吓到，因为我能准确地说出他每个早上都会载他儿子到保姆家，然后我又说得出保姆家的位置，再说出他离开保姆家的时间，他真的有被吓到，可是却还是很有原则的，说什么也不透露考试题目，哈哈~！

不过中学的那6年，真的是很有意义和故事的6年
有苦有甜，有笑也有泪，欢乐的时光却是特别的多
和同学朋友，甚至老师们，还是能维持着这样的一种缘分，真的要thanks god for bringing us together, and write my page of story wid full of joy and laughter
我知道我要好好地珍惜这份难得的情谊 ^__^

Happie Birthday 20.10.2010

2010-10-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

20.10.2010

對我來説，變得是更有意義的一個生日
感恩，感謝家人朋友的祝福，感謝姐妹們安排的預祝生日晚餐，感謝enrico細心準備的coffee choco jelly as our bday cake，細心因爲每一次都有新口味蛋糕的驚喜，really appreciate all of the effort, greetings, wishes, anything and everything, u all alwaz deserve big big HUGGIES and MUACKS ^___^

幸福，因爲有他和我一起過
開心滿足，因爲看了一場很好笑的戯，吃了一頓很豐富美味的BU^ffet晚餐，lovely lovely ^______^

然後想把這份感恩，幸福，開心和滿足的心情分享給每一個身邊的朋友
希望大家都能過的幸福開心，知足而常樂 =D

Happie Happie Birthday to Ma^self~~~

一条月饼

2010-10-08T13:46:00.002+08:00

一直很传统的我，总认为中秋节就一定要吃“双黄莲蓉月”，才够应节
但在这个中秋节，竟颠覆了传统，吃了很多种奇怪口味的月饼
也算是个不错的新体验，新感受

一尝了香橙玫瑰红豆沙，sambal belacan，紫番薯，还有我一直很期待的麦可思的“百年红”
最特别的应该莫过于这个来自居銮，很有名，要预先订购的“一条月饼”了
特别在于它一反传统的饼皮，还有形状
要不说，还真不知道这什么都不像的东西，竟然可以是月饼

用凤梨酥的饼皮，搭配莲蓉内陷

两种口味，两种层次，两种口感

完完全全的月饼新体验，总算大开眼界~！！

我和我的刘海日记

2010-09-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

我的刘海终于回来了~！！！！

因为这阵子都不在KL，加上我实在没办法放心地把我的头交给除了他以外的发型师，头发是长得不能再乱，走型走得不像样，很挣扎，但实在也没办法只好一直忍着，直到终于约好了时间，这一天的心情是特别的好，总算等到这一天，又再和我的刘海say halo了。

除了修掉开叉凌乱的发尾，还做了color treatment
现在的感觉实在好多了

Mooncake Festival ~期待-ING~

2010-09-20T18:19:00.003+08:00

耶~！还有两天就是中秋节了
中秋节一定要有少不了的中秋晚会
大家可以聚在一起

中秋节象征着月圆人团圆的日子
最理想的当然莫过于大家一起打边炉
然后一起吃月饼，提灯笼，赏月亮
然后开始聊有的没的
也许还会在说说嫦娥奔月的故事
会问为什么吴刚会在月亮上一直砍一棵怎么也砍不断的树
为什么又会有只玉兔陪伴嫦娥....等等等~!!!

其实聊什么不是重点
最重要的是可以聚在一起，尽情的玩乐
即使别人会说：长这么大了还玩小朋友才玩的灯笼?!!???!!
管它的，尽兴最重要，呼呼~!!!

光是想想今年我要买个什么样的灯笼，就已经开始在兴奋着
再想想要吃什么口味的月饼
我想不然就带我家乡的手信月饼去跟大家分享
是要娘惹口味的，还是要紫番薯口味的呢???

哦!!! 月饼灯笼节，好期待哦............

時間よ止まれ

2010-09-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

everytime, everyday, everything
もし離れても僕が繋ぎ止めるよ
アナタはワタシの特別な人

everytime, everyday, everything
信じるよ　時が止まらなくても
運命ならいつだって巡り逢えるよね？

A Dose of Encouragement

2010-09-16T22:58:00.004+08:00

A sudden hit of depression (>_<)
..................................................................

Time waits for no one
sure as the tide pulls the ocean
sure as the path that's been chosen cannot be changed

In my life destination
i search for the explanation
for some kind of reason for my sorrow and pain
but in my isolation i learn to listen
to be thankful for the love that i've been given

My desperation i swore that never again
would i hear all the laughter of my friends and my family
million tears that i cried then began to dry
silence of the night time i have come to realised
sweet inspirations fill my horizon
gave me the heart to go on and never would give in

I'm gonna love each moment, every day and night
i looked back to the past with the sweetest smile
and now i realise that i've been given the key to life
i've been kissed by the angel by my side

This is my journey....journey thru life
with every twist and turn, i laughed and cried as the roads are wind

This is my journey....i've learned to fight
to make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive
..............................................................

a little dosing of the encouragement i have for myself whenever i feel that i have failed the things in my life
i am not perfect and i cant be perfect
so what's the point of pushing my life so hard
after all i am juz an ordinary human being with the millions of emotions
i made mistakes...i feel incomplete...i sometimes feel there are these something missing in my life...i feel not being loved...i feel sad and i cry
but most importantly is i learned from the mistakes i made and not gonna repeat it
i deal with my own crisis and soon enough i will be the normal me again, nothing is too worst, it juz gonna be better at the blink of eyes *wink*
alrighty...feeling better and its time to bed ^^

Goodnight world...goodnight to the one i miss ^^

Malaysia Day~

2010-09-16T14:01:00.002+08:00

9月16日- Malaysia Day

從來都不知道竟然有個這樣的日子
在我認識的馬來西亞活了這麼多年
第一次因為這個Malaysia Day放公假
那Malaysia Day又意味著何等的意義呢？

Google了一下有關Malaysia Day的訊息
【Malaysia Day is held on September 16 every year to commemorate the establishment of the Malaysian federation on the same date in 1963. It marked the joining together of Malaya, North Borneo, Sarawak, and Singapore to form Malaysia.】
【Beginning year 2010, September 16 is a federal public holiday.】

然後在相關的訊息欄發現9月16日這一天也是李光耀資政的生日
原來他是個極其了不起的處女座...呵呵～！！

這天的假期，沒什麼特別事做
就是窩在家裡
雖然有點無聊，但好像已經漸漸習慣這種模式
到了周末或是假日，就呆在家裡，上網，看戲，看書，寫寫日誌
好不悠閒的說

然後就這樣的又到了午餐時間
開動了～～～

27.08.2010

2010-08-27T17:33:00.002+08:00

做了一场不好的梦，影响了我一早原本应该有的美丽心情

烂梦！烂梦！烂梦！！！

老人家说的，只要把不好的梦境说出来，那梦里发生的在现实生活就不会发生了
我也好想把这烂梦告诉随便一个谁谁谁，却还没找到愿意听的人，大家都好忙哦！
.

还在被烂梦困扰的我，早上是一整个忧郁
吃早餐时也没在用心，结果吃了一整片已经开始在发霉的面包 x_x
吃到最后一口才觉得面包好象有点酸酸的味道
然后仔细检查了一下剩下的面包，都被白白的"mold"覆盖了 x_x
心里想，完了！可能又是一天的泻肚子！！T__T
但结果往往出乎人的意料，到现在也没有一点肚子不舒服的说 *hoo hoo*

说到食物，6.15pm的现在，肚子饿了
好想有杯热热的巧克力 + 一块浓浓的芝士蛋糕
然后好好的enjoyee雨后的傍晚茶
虽然只能够想象，但想一想也不错
那就望梅当作止渴吧！

Thankssss.....

2010-08-14T16:04:00.003+08:00

很感谢，身边总有着你们给的正能量
让我在偶而失意的时候，很快的又能振作起来 :)
相信只要坚持，就没有不行的道理

一个由心的笑容，真的能让身边的人跟着一起开心起来
谢谢你们!!

聽著歌...

2010-05-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

有時候，會莫名其妙的喜歡上一首歌
是因爲當下的心情，
是因爲輕輕的旋律，
是因爲歌詞的部分，
會讓我覺得這一首歌，好適合就這樣一直 replay 著

在這輕鬆的星期五晚上
我讓自己放肆的沉浸在沒有太多思緒的夜晚
就這樣放空一下
好好感受這其實可以是很輕鬆的氛圍
抛開自己給的煩惱，放下自己給的壓力，跳出自己的框框
就會發現其實一切都沒有很糟糕，一切就都還好嘛 ^^
...........................................................
梁靜如在 youtube 重復唱著 - 愛情之所以為愛情

買CD 把你的聲音丟在角落
看電影到結局總是配角的錯
你要的故事讓你去說
我要的生活我好好過

寫日記寫不出是誰的感受
夜空裡每個人佔有一個星座
你到底懂不懂我只要一點溫熱的觸碰
你到底懂不懂有些話並不是一定要說

*你總說愛情之所以為愛情是用來揮霍
你總是漫不在乎當我看著自己的稀薄
你編織的感覺難以捉摸你比我的夢境還困惑

我看見愛情之所以為愛情誰都在揮霍
我想的天長地久也許只是時間的荒謬
我沈迷的感動與你不同
我的了解讓我自由

一場雨有時候下得不是時候
就像你說難過不是真的難過
你到底懂不懂我只要一個安穩的等候
你到底懂不懂想你想得好像空氣都停了

幸福的qouta

2010-04-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

病了1，2，3，4天
今天感覺已經比較好
可是我的親愛的卻又病倒了
你可要趕快好起來....加油~！！

剛剛在一個朋友的wordpress中，看到一篇她發表的幸福論
覺得很有意思的說

她問：幸福的qouta會用完嗎？

她說：上帝給予每一個人的幸福額度是有限的，人如果不用自己的努力坐享其成，而先向上帝预支了所谓的幸福定额，接下来的人生一定是曲折辛苦

她也說：只要每一天都很努力认真的过生活，每一秒都怀着感恩的心，幸福應該就在不遠處！

她還說：幸福不是必然，幸福是要靠自己创造，不要为了那永远得不到的东西而执著，不要为了那永远停息不了的欲望而烦恼

常常能從她的文字中，感覺她的幸福，感覺她想要分享的快樂，感覺她的知足還有常樂
感覺到她的朝氣蓬勃，她的正能量
讓我知道，每天問著無聊的爲什麽，怨天尤人根本毫無意義
而是應該更積極認真地面對每一天
所有的一切，它不是必然
所以我們更應該感恩，感謝我們每一天還能呼吸，還能看到美麗的每一天 ^^

葉子.樹.風

2010-04-03T12:34:00.003+08:00

葉子的離開，是因爲風的追求，還是因爲樹的不挽留 ?

樹，總覺得葉子了解它

即使樹沒有開口說，葉子也會知道樹對葉子的愛

可是葉子一直在等待的就是樹能親口地說出那一句對葉子的愛

結果葉子讓風給帶走了

樹後悔了，葉子也難過了

來不及的告白，會讓人帶著遺憾後悔一輩子

Love of My Life

2010-04-02T11:12:00.003+08:00

在這一生當中
有沒有那麽一個人
也許是曾經，也許是現在，可能在未來
一個，你很想珍惜的人
一個，也許你深深愛過，又或許深深愛過你的人
一個，也許傷你很深，又或許被你傷害的人
一個，你一直放不下的人。。。

*Love of my life, you hurt me
you've broken my heart, and now you leave me
Love of my life can't you see
bring it back bring it back
don't take it away from me because you don't know
what it means to me...*

love of my life mp3 lyrics

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Happie Birthday to JenQ

2010-03-12T12:53:00.004+08:00

兩年前開始的3月11日，對我來説不再是普通的日子

是個很重要的人的生日

去年的生日蛋糕失敗了，結果由coco臨時臨急再烘出一個brownies巧克力蛋糕補上

今年我再一次出擊，看了食譜上的peanut butter layer cake很像很不錯的樣子，跟著食譜也烤了個蛋糕，也很用心地做了chocolate glaze topping

雖然是失敗了，但樣子看上去還是可以險過關

就是蛋糕烤過了頭，有點硬，topping的糖可能多了，有點甜

但是經過一番了解后，發現罪魁禍首還是那一個不夠多功能的烤箱，把蛋糕烤砸了！！

我會再接再厲，下一次會做得更好

請期待........

Song Sharing - 因為我太笨

2010-03-05T00:13:00.004+08:00

我一直好喜歡這首歌
在這里跟大家分享-->
SS501 加油！金賢重加油！！

Because I Am Stupid
Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
neo hanapakke nan moreugo
tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

neoui harue naran eoptgettji
tto chu’eokjoch’a eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
kkeutnae seuch’ideusi kado

niga neomu pogosip’eun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

neoui harue nan eoptgettji
tto kieokjoch’a eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
honja ch’ueokeul mandeulgo isseo

naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch’eokat’a
neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
hamkke nan utjido mothae

niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
kaseum sirigo seulp’eun naleneun
niga pogosip’ta ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
ireohke chapji mothajiman
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
paraedo dasi paraedo

niga neomu pogosip’eun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
kaseum sirigo seulp’eun naleneun
niga pogosip’ta ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

............................................................
TRANSLATION

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

**credit to Genesis(at)bww2

04.03.2010

2010-03-04T22:57:00.004+08:00

好久好久才來這里一次的我，又是那一句 - 被我荒廢的部落
其實最近發生了很多的事
嗯。。。突然想要來個心情大整理，是有點難度的

也許該說2009年，它就給我一整個不是很好
面對一些人生道路上的抉擇，也不知道該或不該，是對還是錯
只能對自己說 - 一定要加油哦！！

2010的到來，可怕的說，我又老了一歲，卻還是沒有看到我預期的成就
一百個加油！！

新一年的開始，寫下新的愿望
我還是希望可以身體健康，事事順心，還有老土的萬事如意
不過很多什么虎年的命理運程都說我今年的運程不太好，老掉 X__X
雖然說不應該太迷信，可是都說成那樣難免會有點失落，好讓人力不從心
但是還是要往好的一面想
套老弟的一句話，很哲學性的一句話 -->
當上帝把你的那一扇門關上，他必定會為你開啟另一扇窗
所以說我今年要更加油咯，不能就這樣被批死
....................................................................................

在新年期間辦喪禮，真的很奇怪的感覺
突然的心情轉變，更沒想到親戚朋友卻要在這樣的情況下聚在一起，很諷刺吧！
希望你一路好走，希望你在天國過的好
我們一定會好好照顧自己，也會過的好，因為我們都知道在天國的你會一直守護著我們

14.11.09

2009-11-14T18:43:00.002+08:00

人的一生，要如何的过，才算得上是不枉此生呢？
是要不悔，是要不惧！

我就后悔过曾经的一个决定，一个我因为不想要遗憾而决定的改变，却是我永远的后悔。

不管怎么样的做，怎么样的努力，已经不可能再回到那个从前。

如果可以坐着小叮当的时光机，回到那一个时候，让我再一次的选择，我宁可留着当初那一份遗憾的美，也不想要活在现在这样的后悔。

一开始不想要的遗憾，就这样成为我的后悔，却因而演变成另一个遗憾。

遗憾，后悔，遗憾，一直这样恶性的循环着。。。

你不过只给他一丁点儿，有什么资格跟我争?!?!??!?

2009-11-14T16:47:00.003+08:00

非常劲爆的吵架内容

那晚，我认识的一对年轻夫妻中的太太哭着来电：「你快来！我恨他！我要和他离婚！快速赶到他们家, 这会儿还正吵的凶呢!

男说：「她很无聊，我上班好累，她说晚上要去散步，我说改天，她就又哭又闹，真是讨厌！」

女说：「你才讨厌，我在家作牛作马为这个家打扫，为你做饭为你生孩子，为你们臭男人当发泄兽欲的工具怎么，只要求散个步你就会累死啦！？」

男说：「喂！生小孩是两人的事又不是我一人的事，妳累难道我不累？我发泄难道妳没享受？」

女说：「哼！早知道生了小孩你不管我根本就不生，我们女人为何辛苦生下孩子，就一定要负责孩子的一切，又不能出去工作。」

男说：「喂！生孩子又不是妳一人能办到，没有我妳生个屁。」

女说：「哼！你们男人有何贡献？享受女人肉体的是你，发泄的也是你，你贡献了什么？」

男说：「哼！没有我的贡献精子妳生什么！？」再来下面的话让人难忘！！

女说：「哈哈！贡献精子你，享受完了，你射精了，你贡献了，好那看看我们女人的贡献：
我怀孕要忍耐呕吐
我要小心饮食
我连生病都不敢吃药
我要为肚里孩子注意一切
我怀孕不便于行
我不再能远行郊游
我坐车都不方便
我要穿上大肚装
我不能放心行房
我要担心肚里孩子是否健康
我要定时去医院产检
我怀孕要破坏身材
我要烦恼妊娠纹的出现
生产后要努力恢复身材使丈夫不嫌弃
我要忍受阵痛
我要痛苦生产
我也许须要剖腹生产
我也许会有产后忧郁症
我要带初生婴儿
我因喂奶而胸部下垂
我要照顾小孩生活起居
我要比小孩晚睡而比小孩早起
我要半夜起床喂奶
我还是要忙一切家事
我要放弃事业
我伸手要钱要看丈夫脸色
丈夫出门享乐而我得在家带小孩
甚至于走样的身材是丈夫外遇的借口

这种种一切就是我的贡献！你不过是享受完之后，放一点精子在我肚子，然后大睡，奇怪，这种情况，凭什么小孩要跟着你姓？！

他的血他的肉他的一切都是我给的，你不过只给他一丁点儿，有什么资格跟我争？」

这场架吵完了，我永远记得那丈夫极力想争辩，却一点话都说不出来。想一想，好像事实真是如此。

男人啊！以后真的要对自己的老婆好一点喔！
至于女人嘛！好好把这篇记下来吧！会很好用唷!

Weekend

2009-11-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

閑來在家裏呆著，無聊透了頂
翻著抽屜裏的CDs，找到了這一部 - 小娘惹 (little nyonya)，正好幫我打發時間
沒想到，不看則已，一看竟上了癮

這一部小娘惹，把馬六甲拍得很美，我再一次愛上了馬六甲，曾幾何時的優美歷史文化結合
也愛上了這一首很有娘惹風味的主題曲

如燕 - by Olivia Ong

New Song

2009-11-13T19:17:00.003+08:00

Its been a looooong loooooooong day........
raining since late morning, and my hp's batt happened to be flat telling me that its gonna be a damn bored day for me today, cant do much about it as i didn bring the charger wid me >.<

I have been searching here and there for songs and finally i found this nice korean song to share

Brief Update

2009-09-16T13:14:00.003+08:00

Spidy spidy web....

Almost 3 months time since my last blog entry

At a blink blink of eyes, year 2009 has enter its last quarter, so many long holidays (public holiday on fri/mon + weekends) and events queeing up. Counting down to my fave day of the year - the jingle ding dong Xmas day, but this year aint gonna be any countdown parties i guess since many people are away busying wid the wedding-related-whateva events. Come to the final countdown of another end of a year - woah~ time is really flying isn't it? I think i juz should not do any reviews over what i have done for the past whole year in case i get frust wid myself for not following my plan and not being able to achieve the goal i mentioned on 1/1/09....*shame*

Attended a wedding last weekend, from morning being the Ji-muis till the wedding dinner in the evening, it was a super duper tiring day even though i merely stood there witnessing how the grooms and the bros were being fooled, bargaining on how BIG the ang pau should be received, getting real frust with those not-gentleman-cheapskate-bros-of-the-century, photo-taking seession, and to the final sitting down enjoying the scrumptious dinner. Cant imagine how a bride should feel on this so called important day of a lifetime....

The groom is a ID himself, its not hard to tell that his new house will be full of surprising design. Black floor tiles, black sofas, black curtains and cushions, white coffee table, white stools, white shoes rack, black chairs, white dining table and red wall, a full combination of futuristic. Personally i like this wallpaper the most

没心情

2009-07-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

这里就快结蜘蛛网了

是忙？还是太平淡？
平淡得让我没有任何感触，任何灵感想要去写任何东西

坐在这里想了很久
也只是挤出了这几句话
原来经过很多事情之后，一个人真的会开始感觉累
对身边所有的事情完全提不起劲，我竟然也有到词穷的这一天

以前不想何人说话，我都会想在这里吐苦水
可是现在，就连留言部落格也没有心情！！

我的晴天娃娃不見了

2009-06-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

不久前............
我的晴天娃娃手機吊飾讓我給能丟了
找了好多地方, 還是沒找着

我以爲我已經忘記
但原來我還是捨不得要放下

換上了新的吊飾
感覺卻已經是那麽的不同

仿佛憶起擁有晴天娃娃的那一天
沒想到, 一切就真的要這麽結束了!!!!!!

20090529.遲來的日誌

2009-05-29T00:59:00.003+08:00

我常常会重复的问自己一些问题

像是:

如果有一天这样这样的事情发生了, 我会怎么做?

如果有一天这样这样的状况被我碰上了, 我会有什么样的反应?

又如果有一天很多不好的事情同时发生了, 我到底该说出来还是就一直沉默下去?

我就想:

如果这一切真的就这么样子的发生了, 那就这样吧!

我也许会看得开, 也许不会介意, 也许我也没能够做些什么

总觉得因爲地球是圆的, 很多的事情不管我到底能不能够接受, 它们都会一一的发生
只是不断的重复问着自己, 是希望可以事先给自己一些些心理准备
那么即使真的发生了, 我也可以对自己说: 其实早就知道会这样
早就知道, 也早有了心理准备, 那么我就真的会去接受, 会去看得开?

当事情真的发生了, 也被我知道了
虽然是早在预料中的事, 但原来我并没有想象中的潇洒
我还是介意了, 也难过了
心里总有种说不出的无奈和感叹
为什么这样的事会发生在自己的身上
难道这真的就这么家常便饭了吗? 是现今社会的一种风气? 还是我跟不上潮流了?

原来幸福真的会像泡影, 一眨眼就消失在风里
越是努力想要去抓, 就越是容易被自己的双手抓破
依赖会变得不可靠, 它常常就爱这样头也不会地说走就走

唯一不會出賣我的人, 就只剩下我自己了!!!!!

地球日

2009-04-23T00:13:00.003+08:00

422 . 地球日

今天你有为地球付出些什么吗?

有响应什么环保活动吗?

其实爱护和保护地球, 不是要在特定的地球日, 才能表现对地球的一份责任感
环保, 应该坐言起行!!

和大家分享一下环保心得

环保的3大首则:

Reduce -
高踞榜首的就是....没错啦 ---- 减少
三思而后行, 这句话教会我们无论做什么事, 都必须先想清楚, 方可行动
就好比用纸张, 印影文件, 是不是非得印影不可, 印影的数量是不是可以减少
比如在公司, 开会的文件不能少, 但如果可以只使用soft copy, 又或是可以share share看, 那么用纸量就可以减少很多啦~!!!
购物的时候, 可以随身携带自己的环保袋, 尽量 Say NO to plastic bag~!!!!!!!
这个practice真的很重要, 因为如果每到一家店购买一样东西就提个plastic bag, 那么去了10家店, 不就要提10个袋吗?
想想...有些东西不是一定要的, 可以减少就尽量减少!!

Reuse -
也有一些是必用的, 是没有办法减少的
那我们就要想办法再重复使用
像是喝水是缺一不可的事
那是不是可以考虑买一个比较耐用, 而且也可以被重复使用的water bottle, rather than一直购买矿泉水, 制造不必要的垃圾

Recycle -
当没有办法reduce, 也没有办法reuse的时候
就惟有recycle, 再循环咯
[Recycling involves processing used materials into new products in order to prevent waste of potentially useful materials, reduce the consumption of fresh raw materials, reduce energy usage, reduce air pollution (from incineration) and water pollution (from landfilling) by reducing the need for "conventional" waste disposal]

所以在我们选择一些日用品是, 可以注意以下的标签

选择一些能够被recycle的material

记清楚这3个"R"了吗?
Reduce, Reuse & Recycle

只要我们还在地球上生存的一天
那天天都是"地球日"
要记得咯 ^^

02042009日誌

2009-04-02T23:18:00.004+08:00

最近的天气真的可以热死人
早上的阳光列得很
整个东南亚就这样暴晒在红红的太阳底下
然后又喜欢在傍晚时分下场雨
真叫人捉摸不定的天气

还好有妈妈的爱心煲汤
昨天是ABC, 今天是黑豆汤, 明天又是花生莲藕煲排骨
很滋补的说

可是妈妈前两天和一班auntie朋友们出远门
两天没有住家饭吃, 没有汤喝

我也就不听话的放肆了两天
又是烧鸡翅, 又是菜头粿, 加otak, 还要来个KFC
高热量, 高脂肪, 高盐分
都高得不合理
可是我却毫不犹豫地把它们一一放进嘴里
没有太多的内疚感

那天我终于为我新的yoga mat开张了
很努力的上网想要download一些yoga music
可是该死的慢网络就爱在这种时候跟我搞对抗
结果我就在毫无音乐的陪伴下
很努力的在yoga mat上挣扎了半小时
因为太久没有运动的关系
很多的pose我的撑不了多久
结果到现在还在全身痛 x_x

接下来我应该更努力的善用我的yoga mat
尽可能得不让它太安静地躺在那里
等待时间掠过而悄悄的没落
挑战下一个目标
一定要完成小时的yoga session ^^

爱地球

2009-03-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

3月28的earth hour - 熄灯1小时
我很早就已经通知家人要记得熄灯
可是很像没有太多的人要理会我
结果妈妈因为看到左邻右舍都很响应这个活动
也就很'啤脸'的熄了小时的灯

看来大家的环保意识还是不错的
为了更加强响应环保活动
我已经不用disposable的筷子啊, 叉啊或是汤匙等等
我外出都会随身携带一双环保筷

有时候会被身边的朋友取消说我竟然这么讲究卫生
都不使用公家的筷子
然后我都回说: 这是为了环保, 一双disposable筷子, 就不晓得要砍去多少棵的树!

不管别人怎么说
环保就从自己做起
也希望可以把这么的一个意识带给身边的朋友

爱身边的人
更要爱地球
因为它就只有这么的一个
没有了它, 我们就活不成了

所以
'Love the Mother Earth'~~~

My Moment

2009-03-29T15:11:00.002+08:00

不知道为什么的, 我对很多的事情已经不再是那么的感兴趣

我喜欢一个人的安静
一个人像现在这样, 在只属于自己的空间里, 听着自己爱的音乐, 写写自己的感受

外面的世界不管如何的变化着
人类不管如何的尔虞我诈着

我却只想在这小小的角落里, 与世无争
依然呼吸着单纯的空气
依然看着日起日落, 花开花谢

'世界这么大', 就像片一望无际的沙漠
我不过是一颗沙子
竟然可以是这么的渺小, 这么的微不足道

所以我的生存是为了我自己
我为我自己而活
活得精彩, 因为我是我

简单的幸福

2009-03-22T01:03:00.002+08:00

这里快成了荒废的乐园
每一次都很想要来个心情大扫除
可是每一次就是没办法把自己的思绪整理好
脑袋不知道为什么的就是一片空白
没有了灵感, 老是没办法把词句重组搞好
总是把这里搞得乱78糟的

从我辞职到现在, 也有一个月的时间了
没有很积极地在找新工作
就是觉得累了, 想休息了
觉得打工真的很没有意义了
只想做一些自己喜欢的东西

也许这样是有点在浪费时间
但在外面流浪了这么久
我确实想家了
回到这里, 感觉轻松了
更多的时间陪在父母身边
跟家人这样的相处着
看着babie一天天的长大, 一天比一天的活泼
天伦之乐, 这样就足够了

少了职场上的拼搏
不需要再面对的竞争
不需要再去揭发人性的善与恶
在自己的小宇宙里
我还是能够找到让自己开心的事

是自己的要求变简单了
所以看事物都变得简单了很多
简单.....也可以是一种幸福

*不要等到失去了才悔恨当初
把握当下, 自然就会活得精彩*

Oxie Year isn't a GOOD Year for ME~!!!

2009-02-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

Happie Oxie Year~

But this Oxie year doesn seem to be a good year for ME!!!!

My holiday is a very short one....i came back here on the 3rd day and back to work on the 4th day of Lunar new year....when everyone is still enjoying their Happie Lunar new year at home spending time wid family and friends.....
but the PITY me had to go back to office to face those KIASU $$ faces....
and the WORST thing is.....I FALL SICK AGAIN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think this place is very damn against my 8 word....
i had taken 3 times MC, total 5 days ever since i started to work here not more than 4 months time
i can tell my boss are not shiok wid me....but is doctor who asked me to rest at home ler....

this time is even worse....caught a cold...flu...runny nose...blocked nose....and....NASAL BLEED~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finished using 2 boxes of tissues....now is already the 3rd box
my dustbin is fully loaded wid tissues...........cuz my nose is like an opened tap....once it started then it can never stop anymore......soooooo MISERABLE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I took P*nadol Flu Max...had 14 tablets since friday....the NON DROWSY remedy....which sucks
i suppose to rest more after taking the pills but the caffeine keeps me awake the whole night that i couldn get any proper sleep...and causes my nose to get worsen the next day
my mistake...i shouldn have taken the pill before bedtime....cannot complain
so today i took it ard 7pm....try to get some good sleep after this
hopefully when i get up tomorrow morning my nose will be clear...my voice will be back

I hope to leave this hell place asap for the sake of myself
better not risk my health and my life
i am not really a supertitious person but sometimes 宁可信其有, 不可信其无

suddenly recall of something my lil bro said to me that day we were having reunion dinner: outside wind big rain big, still home is the BEST....(外面风大雨大, 还是回来的好)~!!!
he is so RIGHT....there isn't a place warmer than the shelter my parents have given to me
no matter how bad the things are....they will alwaz be there for us...to protect us...
I WANT TO GO HOME..........
cuz i know my mum will cook me my fave porridge everytime i fall sick...and my dad will buy me the cheesie bread for me when doctor said i better eat something simple but nutritious...

Let's pray i will recover soon....
but still i miss home very muchie...*sob sob*

Happy New 2009

2009-01-06T17:13:00.008+08:00

Finally, i've got myself some spare time to blog

I have been thinking to write down my thoughts for Xmas
to write a review for 2008 when it finally came to its last
to start a new chapter for 2009 wid new hopes and goals...

Finally, i think now is the time.....to summarise everything
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I enjoyed my pre Christmas having to go shopping for the gift, thinking of wat gift to give to who
making it the very first time in SG during pre Christmas...it was actually a wonderful experience
i did my Christmas shopping at orchard road every now and then prior to Christmas
the atmosphere here is totally very much different from wat i used to experience in Msia
the Christmas deco around orchard road + the performances + the Christmas carol + the breezy windy weather
I can smell the Christmas in the air.....

I went hopped on to Hippo tour bus that took me and sharon went around orchard road to have a better view at the Christmas lightings and deco was another great experience....and the most important thing is ITS FOR FREE...~!!
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We spent another year having Christmas countdown at 7ate9
it was somehow different from the one we had in 2007
maybe due to lesser ppl....the gift exchange session become less excited

sean came wid the best gift that all of us (girls) were aiming at....L'Occitane gift pack...that may cost RM100+....our gift exchange budget was around RM20-25
maybe i should not have make sean sounds so generous....and in fact he was not that generous too....but he was honest enough to tell us that the gift pack was actually from his company for every staff...meaning he spent nth on the gift...didn even bother to choose one

Here comes another great part of the countdown celebration at 7ate9
we broke 2 wine glasses all by mean of accident
i swear its cuz of the cheap glasses being to easily broken
but the ah gua waiter got so pissed of wid us when he need to clean the broken glasses and mumbled: I cannot keep cleaning your broken glasses and blah blah blah....

What a night.....we spent the bloody money to get scolded by this bloody ah gua waiter
Boycott 7ate9 from now on~!!!!!!!
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Woah....time really flies
another year had come to an end
again i am waving goodbye to 2008 and welcoming 2009 wid my widely opened arms

wat have i achieved in the past 365 days???
wat is the next big thing for 2009?

I made a big decision to leave my first job....to leave the city that the lifestyle i haev so used to....to leave my groups of friends that i like to mingle around everyday after work and every weekend when i dun have to work...

I kept telling myself i cant keep staying in that comfort zone....at least not at this age when i still have the drive to move forward...to take the challenges....still afford to fall and to get back up on my feet again....
and so i ended up here in this stranger land....less friends....no more favourite food...no more movie session on wed nite....no more breakfast session on sat morning...no more yum cha...no more maggi goreng :(

I have set myself some goals too....and thinking that this is a MUZ for every start of a New Year

. gonna make more money this year for more vacation trip

. start my own business like i used to dream of....and hope so much i can bring this dream to life not soon in the future...

. sign up for some new courses...brush up myself wid more skills
planned to learn jap language at a reputated language school...but i was so damn busy wid the Christmas holiday that i missed out the bloody registrstion day...WTH***

.planned to go for some keyboard course...ok...this one i definitely am goin to make it so damn happen....hopefully there is no specific day for registration...but still i missed the Yamaha sales...missed out the best buy....D.A.M.N~!!!
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I kick start this New Year wid a total new look again....
my hair has got shorter than ever and the color has got wilder....a wild wild RED
trying to be the I-Generation...my mind said no harm to try for new stuff....so i can only say: Yes....I like it....

at least i am getting more outstanding than b4...everyone notice me....good or bad??? i have no answer to that....but ppl start talking to me cuz of the new hair color i got....asking me if i am ok...???well....
but the color fade very quickly...and it has turned all copper now...
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After all....its New Year and it all worth a New try
i am gonna live this New 2009 another great year
hoping all things will turn out the BEST....all wishes will come true wid my hard work
most importantly.....
W.O.R.K hard and P.L.A.Y harder *wink*

Lately.....

2008-12-17T09:07:00.002+08:00

It's been quite some time
my post entry is getting lesser and lesser
i wasn too busy....juz merely cuz lacking of inspiration....mind blockage maybe....

i tend to forget things easily lately
sth come to my mind that i wanna speak up but mind blank on the next second
wat is goin wrong wid me??

I told luon maybe its kinda Alzheimer symptoms
[Alzheimer's disease (AD), also called Alzheimer disease, Senile Dementia of the Alzheimer Type (SDAT) or simply Alzheimer's, is the most common form of dementia. In the early stages, the most commonly recognised symptom is memory loss, such as difficulty in remembering recently learned facts.]
Yes....i am starting to get worried.....

Will l turn out to be one of those old ppl who wanders around and not knowing how to get home
Will I not recognise all my friends and family and looking at them helplessly
Will I end up ending my life not knowing how and why I die

一個人的晚餐

2008-12-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

自從他不在身邊, 我每天都過著一個人吃飯的日子
不知道爲什麽, 沒有想過要約朋友, 不想到太遠的地方就只爲了吃一餐飯
都在附近的小販中心解決每一天的晚餐

以前我看見自己一個人吃飯的人, 我都覺得他們很慘, 很孤單, 很可憐
卻沒想到我竟然也成了這個很慘, 很孤單, 很可憐的人
一個人吃飯真的很無聊
以前的我會寧願在家隨便吃些餅乾當晚餐
可是因爲現在生病, 必須要攝取足夠的營養, 想想健康真的很重要, 所以三餐要均衡, 不能只是吃餅乾零食

剛剛在小販中心, 撞上了晚餐時間, 人特別多, 都坐滿了人, 位子自不然不好找
捧著托盤, 看到一個阿姨, 走了上前去和她 "搭台"
然後又來了一位阿姨, 也是來 "搭台" 的
一張四個座位的桌子, 坐著三個一樣孤獨的陌生人, 孤單的吃著晚餐
看似熱鬧的場面, 因爲沒有交際而變得很冷清
心有點痠, 當下還有點淒涼的感覺

我是多麽的習慣了一定要有人陪我才會出外吃飯的一個人
就不知道要到什麽時候我會習慣一個人在外的晚餐, 繼續和著陌生人同台吃飯

我曾經說過, 少了一個習慣性陪我吃飯的人, 佳肴也會變得不美味
要改變一個這麽久以來的習慣, 是有點難
雖然是踏出了這一步, 但卻老是覺得少了什麽
是酸甜苦辣都攪混在一起, 分不清美味應該是什麽樣子的

病....cont'

2008-11-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

病了5天, 好像越來越嚴重
從原本的傷風, 小喉嚨痛
到現在的還是傷風喉嚨痛, 咳嗽, 還要加上我覺得最難受的 "失聲"

我想我不該再相信那個醫生, 給的到底是什麽葯, 讓病人的病情惡化!!

昨天開始, 我已經沒有再説話, 想讓聲帶好好休息
猛吃lozenges, 猛喝水, 到藥材店買了護嗓片, 還是沒見着效果

不能説話的這兩天, 感覺是還好
沒想到我也有厭倦説話的時候
可能是因爲平日説話太多, 現在可以説是難得的清靜
有藉口可以不接聼電話, 有藉口可以不用外出見人
可以呆在家裏, 想休息多久就休息多久
可以不用為三餐煩惱, 因爲外面很多食物都不適合我, 煎炸炒的太刺激喉嚨, 太熱的對喉嚨也不好, 所以三餐都是土司, 雖然有點單調, 可是我也已經開始習慣

就不知道明天上班時會怎麽樣
看樣子會影響工作, 老闆可能會不高興

突然好想家, 好想回家.......

病了

2008-11-27T18:44:00.003+08:00

病了, 超難受的
請了一天的病假, 在家也睡了一整天
結果, 還是沒康復
是醫生開的葯不夠強? 還是我一直認定不要病好, 那就可以在家偷懶
可是病假只有一天, 就算明天還沒好, 都還是得上班

突然覺得好孤單
我原有的positive energy都跑到哪兒去了?
小難過, 卻找不出原由
一整天下來, 我的心情就是一直這樣灰灰的, 藍藍的
是因爲他不在身邊嗎?

睏了, 可是八點鐘上床睡覺, 是不是有點過分

下雨天

2008-11-17T12:52:00.004+08:00

又是下雨天
今天.....空氣很凝重
下過雨的天.....還是一樣的灰
沒有雨過天晴.....沒有雨后彩虹
我呆坐在這裡....望向窗外....在放空

心情也因爲這場雨....變得很沉重
我忘了什麽是開心....因爲它像離我太遠
我回憶不起過去....因爲悲傷將過去都埋藏了
我努力要去釋放自己.....才發現一直被自己的枷鎖捆著
失去了方向.....失去了一直以來的導航能力
我到底迷失在一個什麽樣的迷宮裏
怎麽走都走不出這耐人尋味煩惱

我選擇壓抑.....以爲是冷靜的面對
連最基本的發洩能力都消失了
我依然在壓抑.....不説話....這都是你教我的
埋藏在心裏的.....不想和任何一個人分享
是因爲已經找不到一個可以讓我說出心裏話的人
身邊的人開始變得很陌生

"新"情 Update

2008-11-03T22:22:00.004+08:00

今天又是免不了的monday blue
而且, 很blue.....
公司有很多的follow up, 一堆的文件等著我去消化, 眼花又繚亂

很生氣
今天回到家的時候
發現有人進過我的房間
因爲有些東西被移動過的痕跡
記得我早上出門的時候, 還是那樣子的
可是回來后發現那位子換了
真的超不爽的

可是也因爲我知道她的problem
所以我又找不到原因要跟她計較了
我很討厭她對著我笑的那副摸樣
所以我不想要跟她有任何的交際
我告訴自己無論如何都要很calm down
無論如何都不能讓她影響我的心情
因爲我不可能跟她理論
所以爲了讓自己心情可以平靜下來, 我就只好把她當透明

今天很乖的呆在房裏
晚餐是簡單到不行的泡面
唯一的娛樂就是youtube
想靜下來的這一刻, 我選了林峯的新專輯 [Your Love]
收藏了很多情歌的專輯, 很適合這個時候一個人的我
沉溺在自己的"想"的世界裏

一個人的時候, 很多的人都愛做什麽呢?

我喜歡放肆的愛想什麽就想什麽
回想過去, 想象未來
想有的, 想沒有的
在這個時候總會特別感觸
如果當初的決定不是這樣, 現在的我又會是什麽樣
如果你是我, 你會怎麽選?

後悔真的是不被允許的嗎?

我開始懷念.........

"新" 的 Cineplex

2008-10-26T09:47:00.002+08:00

不知不覺地, 在這裡也有一個月又十天了
依然是每天的上班下班, 擠公車, 擠地鐵
偶爾無聊, 就盡量給自己找節目
很多時候, 我都prefer在家看港劇, 因爲我都住得比較ulu, 來回town, 光是坐公車地鐵, 就耗了我兩個小時的時間, 累死了

這個周末加上公假, 感覺上週末變得比較長
決定了要去看電影, 在這裡的第一場電影
我們選了最新的cathay cineplex, 要看當然就看最好的啦
730pm的ticket就只剩下前排了, 結果我要了950pm的票, 之後才後悔, 電影結束時應該快12am了, 地鐵應該停止服務了, 要怎麽回家呢?

可是這家cineplex真的很....
如果沒有記錯的話, 好像有8個hall
我們的是hall1, 找了半天沒找着hall1, 想說難道用voucher買的票是空票??
查問之下才知道, 是電影院的噱頭, hall1它不叫hall1, 它叫 The Grand Cathay....好做作哦~!!!

進了場, 天啊, 是我"山龜"嗎? 是我井底之蛙嗎?
The Grand Cathay.....它真的很Grand~~!!!! 真的很不一般......怎麽說??
裏面很大, 很寬敞, 熒幕就更不用説了, 墻邊的設計很金碧輝煌, 很有"滿城盡戴黃金甲"的感覺
很像來到了歌劇院, theather的那種feel....像是有一場很了不起的show就要在這裡上演了....真的是"大"開眼界
就連Popcorn也都比一般的cinema來的好吃.....

950pm的 - Tropic Thunder
很逗趣的一部電影, 也很無釐頭, 整部電影從頭"F**k"到尾, 我更不敢相信那個怎麽看都不像Tom Cruise的那個地中海, 竟然可以把"F**k" word當作饒舌, rap得那麽順口.....OMG~!!!!!
很多噁心的畫面, 像那些被炸開的腸子啊, 手啊, 頭啊, 差點沒吐出來
電影結束時, 大家都拍手叫好.....可是除了好笑, 我就不知道還能怎麽評這部電影了

結果還是趕不上最後一班到我家附近的地鐵
結果上了另一個路綫的地鐵
結果還是得搭的士回家
結果回到家已經快2am了

P/S: 這裡的周末都很happening, 所以都會有Night Riders從12am運作到3/4am
只是我不知道在哪裏上下車, adventourous的精神還是留待下一次吧~!!!!

"新" 環境

2008-10-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

在新加坡踏入第4個星期
漸漸在熟悉這裡的每一個環境
雖然還是會有迷路和搞錯方向的時候
雖然我的工作到目前爲止, 依然不是太忙碌

這裡公共交通很發達, 坐上mrt, 要去哪就去哪
而且到處都是shopping mall, 沒事做又想花錢的好去處
大大小小的kopitiam, 形形色色的餐廳, 也不用擔心會餓肚子
可是都沒有什麽事特別好吃的

今天吃晚飯的時候
我突然好想念kl
好想念和大家的聚餐, 一起卡拉ok, 一起聊些有的沒的
sg buloh的肉骨茶, OUG的魚片粥, Happy Garden的燒肉飯, 還有那個已經cut cost的Pasta Zanmai, 我還是喜歡他們家的Soft Shell Crab pasta in sesame sauce

現在是淩晨的12.02分
我在倒數著也在期待著囘kl & bp的那一刻
還有兩天, 就可以見到我想念的朋友家人們, 回到那個我熟悉的環境

在搭地鐵的時候, 我都站在人群後面
我朋友對我說: 你這樣站在後面是擠不進地鐵的, be a singaporean
我斷然的答了這麽一句: I DUN WAN

我依然是那個習慣了馬來西亞腳步的我
我沒有要看到這裡的人走路比較快, 而跟著調整我的腳步
也許這樣我會跟不上所謂singaporean的腳步, 我會被抛下, 遠遠的落在別人後面
可是我實在沒有必要改變自己來適應這個我不喜歡的環境
我也開始在倒數自己離開這裡的那一天
那一天, 應該不遠了吧~!

"新"情

2008-09-30T10:57:00.002+08:00

小偷懒一下
趁机update一下我的近况

新环境, 新工作, 新老板, 新同事, 新的住宿and没有什么朋友
虽然我已经在适应, 可是并不表示我喜欢这里
在新公司的第3个星期, 我还在努力的学习, 希望我很快就可以自己去field visit
可是我不喜欢做co-call....客户的反应有时真让人头痛, 也无言以对
公司的同事还ok, 但我们却很少交谈
还是做好分内事, 闲话少讲, 免得让人有机会stab me at my back.....
人......是很阴险的

so far我每个周末都会外出, 找朋友聚餐, 逛街
真得很讨厌留在家里, 完全没有自由, 老是会被我的landlord nag....
我迟回家, 她nag我, 我迟出门, 她也nag我, 我在家她更无时无刻想要nag我
她是不想我一直在家, 可能免得浪费电
我要洗衣, 她依然在nag我, 说没有地方晒衣了, 不让我洗衣
how ridiculous, then我上班要穿什么, 出门要穿什么
气死我了............
为了不想见到她, 我决定不要在客厅, 少进厨房, 不是外出, 就是在房间里上网
fine....我让她赢

不能偷懒太久
betta get back to work
因为明天是假期, 所以我现在已经是holiday mood....
可是还是得先把该做的事做完

待续.......

前言

2008-08-07T09:23:00.002+08:00

心情很复杂

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记得不久的从前, MC说要离职了, 在公司的最后几天, 很舍不得, 都在公司待到逼不得已才肯下班回家
我说她一直都不喜欢旧公司的制度, 那可以离开应该很开心啊, 还有什么好留恋的?

她就说还是会不舍得, 因为是第一份工作, 说是很难得可以遇到一班那么好的同事, 担心到了新公司, 同事间的相处会是问题

那既然还没见到新同事, 又怎么知道没办法相处呢?
她说: 就是舍不得

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现在的我, 很能体会这种心情
公司这里什么都好, 环境好, 同事好, 地点好

之前的工资很低, 但调薪后还是挺令人满意的

就是没有太多让我继续学习和发展的空间

加上我那管理很有问题的日本老板

不维护我们部门的利益, 在别人面前老爱把我们踩在脚底

不喜欢我台湾的同事, 太多女人的地方就叫人头疼

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他们问我公司调薪近20%, 我不动心吗? 还要离开吗?
到底我在乎的是什么?

一直以来让我有冲动要离开的又是什么?

是一直以来那低到让我常常忍不住要说公司吝啬的工资?

是那没有太大发展和进步的空间?

是那从日本调过来的不懂得和我们沟通新老板?

还是那不准我染头发, 穿裙子就一定要穿丝袜, 要我在日本人面前就像一条狗, 连我的衣食住行都要管, 又不能得罪的台湾女人?

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那如果我真正在乎的是除了工资以外

那公司调薪, 对我来说就没有太大的影响和吸引力
如果让我调部门, 不需要再跟着那没头没脑的老板, 不需要在面对那个管家婆
我还是会考虑留下来以后, 在公司的前景会是什么样

我依然看到5年后的我, 还是一个领着几千块的执行人员 (Executive的直接翻译是执行人员吧?)

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我在这里平常就很悠闲, 除了要出trip的时候和回来之后比较忙以外, 基本上我在公司就没有太多的事干
像现在一样, 上网, msn, 到blogger留言, 读阅别人的部落格, 没有什么太大的意义

我比较不会利用这种闲暇时间, 像一般人会去看新闻, 搞投资, 察看最新的时事动态
我就是没有这种sense, 我就是不喜欢什么新闻, 什么投资, 什么时事动态的
所以在这样颓废下去, 我就只会更加懒惰
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真的很舍不得这里的同事
我常以自己是这团队的一份子而感到骄傲

大家互相扶持, 像一个大家庭

有常被我们吐苦水的经理, 背后我们叫他老豆

有两位皇太后, 两位太监公公, 几位宫女

每天的翻山越岭到对面的那家茶餐室吃午饭

每天在公司的闹哄哄和一箩筐的笑话

真的, 真的, 千千万万的不舍

.

可能会像我之前说的一样

过了一阵子就会释怀, 就不再感伤了
也许这又是所谓的过渡时期

Its A Beautiful Day

2008-07-25T10:25:00.002+08:00

I start off my Friday in a beautiful morning
a best way to do so is to wake up and have my honey kiss me good morning
have nice breakfast wid my honey before leaving for work

~what a beautiful friday morning~

though i didn sleep well last night
but still manage to get up early in the morning
having time to grab some dim sum for breakie in no rush
and head to office after enjoying the morning tea session

i was slightly late for work this morning (YES...juz slightly late)
but since its Friday so its alwaz ok to be late
*my very own theory of vivian-ness...ekekeke*

a whole day of not so in the working mood
a whole day thinking of meeting a special friend from China
a whole day thiking of how am i gonna spend the weekend wid my guests from China
a whole day thinking of when will be the best day for me to tender the resignation letter
thinking of how am i spell the words "Boss, I'm gonna resign" out of my mouth
thinking that i may not bear to say goodbye to my fellow colleague making it hard for me to tell them that i'll be leaving soon

but then all these can be work out well as i've made up my mind
i want more challenges, more achievement and more sense of satisfaction in job
i need to move on and i need to jump out of this comfort zone (like how Kitt alwaz says)
i want my hard job to be noticed and appreciated

YES....
i have faith in myself and i have pretty much confidence that i can adapt well wid my new job

我的7月20.你给的承诺

2008-07-22T13:27:00.002+08:00

2008的7月20
对我来说是个很特别, 也很重要的一个日子

3个小时前, 我刚下飞机, 从上海出差回来
下了飞机, 马上给jenq打了电话
他说才刚出门, 那估计也还要大概45分钟吧
我很不经意的又走进了MNG, 很不经意的又买了一件短裙

一上车, 我又是没完没了的讲了一堆
因为也有一个礼拜没见了, 有很多的东西要报告, 结果说得我口好干
10pm+ 回到了家, 突然觉得好累, 好累, 我想我是真的太激动地说了太多
吃了个不怎么样的泡粉丝, jenq吃了个泡在汤里的石锅拌饭, 很奇怪的说

洗完澡出来, jenq把房里的灯都关上了, 说有礼物要给我
凑近电脑, 不晓得他又要玩什么花样
电脑传来的音乐, 很熟耳
是我喜欢的 "Fly Me to The Moon (in other words)"

那天逛街的时候, 经过一家music store
我拉了他一起进去, 当时店家就在播着一首很动听的歌曲 "You're Beautiful"
可是曲风和原版的有点不一样
墙上的CD播放机, 我顺手的把耳机戴上, 应该是店家正在播放的这张CD
我把歌曲FF到了第10首, 把耳机给了jenq, 告诉他我很喜欢这首歌
他偷偷的买了这张CD, 是给我的礼物
[Back To Love at borsa moment]

JenQ 抱着我, 一直不让我坐下, 就这样一直随着音乐晃啊晃
我转了身, 他从后面抱着我, 要我别乱动
他的举动让我有点觉得今天晚上的他, 怪怪的

握着我的手, 他硬把一样东西塞进我的手指
我愣了, 是枚戒指
一枚没有很大的钻戒, 可是却是这么的意义非凡
他说了虽然这不是订婚戒指, 也还没是结婚戒指
可是却是他对我的承诺, 是他要给我的承诺
这一刻, 我只能说我是世上最幸福的女人
眼泪也稀里哗啦的流了
jenq还问我: 你的眼泪有一公升了吗?
幸福的眼泪, 就算再多, 也不觉得是负累

一个晚上, 收到了两份礼物
真的是无与伦比的受宠若惊
也是无与伦比的开心
谢谢你, 只要有你在身边, 我就觉得很安心

2008的7月20
我们的chapter要写升华版了

*因为戒指买的有点大, 又送了回去改size
所以没有照片可以分享, 但是敬请期待我的update*

Fly Me to The Moon (in other words)

fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars

let me see what Spring is like

on Jupiter and Mars

in other words, hold my hand!

in other words, darling, kiss me

fill my heart with song and let me sing forever more

you are all I long for all I

worship and adore

in other words, please be true

in other words, I love you!

D.R.E.A.M

2008-07-03T18:39:00.003+08:00

what day is today??
the normal bored thursday
i was totally not in the mood to work...been thinking to stay on the net for the rest of the day and not to work at all
then i keep chatting to friends on msn

jenQ was kind enough to spend quite of his time wid me on msn today
*normally he's darn busy and told me that he needs to face those icy cold machine...argh*

we start the conversation wid some very routine greetings
Ray: Morning baby ~mucks~
viv: morning ~kiss~
(i'll skip some part cuz of the limited functioning brain cells)
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viv: i'm so no mood to work today
ray: me too
ray: but u are resigning soon ma
viv: i dunno whether i lost my passion to all kinda job or i juz simply not interested in surf net and msn everyday
viv: i think i lost interest in everything
viv: i dun even feel like bloggin...maybe no inspiration
viv: or u have any idea or suggestion on wat to blog?
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ray: mmm....let's dream about the future....
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viv: dun wan...
viv: i dun wan to dream of how wonderful the future is but eventually it ends up so differently
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ray: why not
*it then reminds me of a old time folk songs*
viv: have u heard of a song name "Que Sera Sera"
ray: no
viv: it goes like this
[when i was juz a little girl i asked my mother, wat will i be will i be pretty, will i be rich that's what my mother said Que Sera Sera whateva will be, will be the future's not us to see Que Sera Sera]
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i like the meaning of the song
"whateva will be, will be"
so why do we bother wat's gonna happen in future
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let's live up everyday and make everyday a day of spring, a day of joy
live everyday a splendid day
live everyday as if tomorrow will never come
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第一百个客人

2008-07-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

今天早上的天气特别好
是因为昨夜的那一场雨, 把空中的尘埃洗净
留下的事难得一见的清新空气

走在路上, 仿佛觉得周围的空气很和蔼可亲
一阵阵的微风, 让我觉得有点冷
决定很遵守交通规则的, 不乱越过马路
(平时因为我都睡得比较迟, 直接越过马路比较省时, 比较不会迟到, 虽然今天也一样)
因为想让身体比较暖和, 想要锻炼我的肺活量, 我决定善用公路上的设施
爬上那其实也不怎么高的天桥
结果身体也没有比较热
是因为还没吃早餐吧我想

到了公司
一如往常般的开了电脑....loading....
把滑鼠推到inbox的icon, 点了一下....message loading.....

然后收到这一封朋友转发的邮件
里面有好几个故事
一面吃着早餐, 一面读着署名: 温馨的小故事的这封邮件
直到我读到《第一百个客人》
我很感动得差点没掉泪
真得很感动地说

在这里就和你们分享这个小故事, 花点耐心把它读完 -->

《第一百個客人》

中午尖峰時間過去了，原本擁擠的小吃店，客人都已散去，老闆正要喘口氣翻閱報紙的時候，有人走了進來。那是一位老奶奶和一個小男孩。

「牛肉湯飯一碗要多少錢呢？」

奶奶坐下來拿出錢袋數了數錢，叫了一碗湯飯，熱氣騰騰的湯飯。
奶奶將碗推向孫子面前，小男孩吞了吞口水望著奶奶說：
「奶奶，您真的吃過中飯了嗎？」

「當然了。」
奶奶含著一塊蘿蔔泡菜慢慢咀嚼。
一晃眼功夫，小男孩就把一碗飯吃個精光。

老闆看到這幅景象，走到兩個人面前說：
「老太太，恭喜您，您今天運氣真好，是我們的第一百個客人，所以免費。」

之後過了一個多月的某一天，小男孩蹲在小吃店對面像在數著什麼東西，使得無意間望向窗外的老闆嚇了一大跳

原來小男孩每看到一個客人走進店裡，就把小石子放進他畫的圈圈裡，但是中餐時間都快過去了，小石子卻連五十個都不到。
心急如焚的老闆打電話給所有的老顧客：
「很忙嗎？沒什麼事，我要你來吃碗湯飯，今天我請客。」

像這樣打電話給很多人之後，客人開始一個接一個到來。

「八十一，八十二，八十三……」小男孩數得越來越快了。

終於當第九十九個小石子被放進圈圈的那一刻，小男孩匆忙拉著奶奶的手進了小吃店。

「奶奶，這一次換我請客了。」小男孩有些得意地說。

真正成為第一百個客人的奶奶，讓孫子招待了一碗熱騰騰的牛肉湯飯。而小男孩就像之前奶奶一樣，含了塊蘿蔔泡菜在口中咀嚼著。

「也送一碗給那男孩吧。」老闆娘不忍心地說。

「那小男孩現在正在學習不吃東西也會飽的道理哩！」老闆回答。

呼嚕……吃得津津有味的奶奶問小孫子：「要不要留一些給你？」

沒想到小男孩卻拍拍他的小肚子，對奶奶說：
「不用了，我很飽，奶奶您看……。」

Update 我自己

2008-06-03T22:16:00.005+08:00

又是好长一段时间的放空

也不是真的很没空的说, 只是有点懒惰, 灵感就自然不来敲门

即使现在坐在这里, 也不知道要写些什么

只是觉得是时候要update一下我的部落格

最近有什么事发生??

阿...我把头发又剪短了

我听到了来两种非常大反差的comments

有人说: 你长头发比较女人, 剪了短发像小女生

又有人说: 你以前长头发比较可爱, 现在这头短发看起来就成熟多了

我就还蛮喜欢自己的短发

容易打理, 就连洗发水都省了不少

洗头的时间缩短了, 头发也很快就干了

除非要外出, 不然我都不吹发

剪了短发

我想起了一首歌

[我已剪短我的发剪短了牵挂

剪一地不被爱的分叉]

以前每一次的换发型

都是为了要转换心情

因为心灵承受着孤单的思念

想说换了个发型

那一种怪怪的思绪就会不见

但是始终还是那一头长发

所以我还是一样, 没有比较的开心

却相反的一直在压抑自己的情绪

这一次, 我是狠下了心

理发师的一个咔嚓, 也完全不理会我的感受

结果 -->

Counting Down 194400 seconds

2008-05-15T14:14:00.003+08:00

15-May-08

JenQ has been away for 2 days...leaving me behind all alone struggling thru the days widdout him by my side *sob sob*

I never thought i'd miss him this much....
never expected that everythings seem to be so WRONG wheneva he's not around....
thought i'll be juz fine as long as i keep myself busy wid every small and big thing....
telling myself it isnt tat bad that i can hv some times wid my sisters and best mates when he's away....

i thought i can be tough and i wun cry when he kept telling me that:
"Hush baby, dun be sad...its JUZ short short 4 days and i'll be back again" (but after my careful calculation its actually 5 days not 4 days....and its LoooooonG like a century ok) *girls are more calculative one*

JenQ said roaming service is too expensive so i didn call him (its gonna cost like bloody RM3-4 per minute even if he only answers the call)
we sms each other instead (sending sms back from overseas will cost like RM2-3 per sms....actually no cheaper also....according to my speed of talking i could've say the thing of 4 sms-es in one minute)

simple calculation: we take the average RM2.50 per sms, 4 sms-es = RM10; and a one mintue call = RM3.50
then why are we still sms so often???
i dunno how much a sms is gonna cost to be sent overseas la...RM0.50?? or more??? or less??? not really my concern

i can be AK-47 at talking but JenQ cannot....not saying that he talks very slow...its juz that he can be blank sometimes and dunno wat to say... *concentrating on other stuff...he's never a multitasking person...blekz*
he still calls me wid the idd....every morning before goin out for fun and every night after having enough fun wid I-DUNNO-WHO *grrrrrr*

ok ok...JenQ is not those Yai Yai type (and if he dares...i SWEAR i'll CHOP his.......fingernails~!!!!!!)

Wonder wat is he doin right now....where could he be at this hour of time....is he still remembering the dress i wan from Zara?????
the dress is all i care about??? of cuz not la...i care for him no doubt...and honestly i do....ekeke~!!!!

another 2 and a half days....54 hours....3240 mins....194400 seconds
start counting down till i meet him again

Save The Earth

2008-04-30T11:03:00.010+08:00

When everyone is talking about GLOBAL WARMING....GO GREEN....SAVE OUR PLANET EARTH
it's time for me to share some thoughts and do my very little tiny part as the tenant of the EARTH to save our mother earth

"In my view, climate change is the most severe problem that we are facing today -- more serious even than the threat of terrorism."

[February 2004, David A. King, Chief Scientific Advisor to the British Government]
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"><$World View of Global Warming$>
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Many pictures showed the glacier many years ago in the 19th century and the glacier in the 20th century...decreasing mountain snowpeak...melting of ice...results in the rising of sea level...

The drastic rise of atmospheric CO2 and the main contributors are us -- human beings

our act our doings and our behaviour have brought alot of the disasters to the earth that

when there's a flood, we complain that why is it rains so heavy to cause the damn flood

when there's a drought, we complain that why there's no rain drop

when the weather changes, from cold to colder, and from warm to warmer, we keep on asking wat the HECK is goin on....

but we never seek ourselves for the answer while we are the GREAT CONTRIBUTORS, the MAIN REASON, and the ALL TIME CAUSE to bring all those nature disasters upon ourselves...and nobody is to be blamed but ourselves

This is the time that we should all do our part to save our one and only mother earth

to preserve this nature for our next generation, next next, next next next and even the N next generation after 100 yrs, 200 yrs.....the next N 100 yrs will still hv the chance to witness the beauty of the nature

not all the drought....changing pattern of the world map....more and scarier tornadoes....

let's put our hand together to make the Earth to SMILE again....

REDUCE, REUSE and RECYCLE

R.E.P.O.R.T

2008-04-29T18:37:00.003+08:00

My stupid company wid the stupid boss who come out wid this super duper most stupidest ever new report format that make me so F***ed up the whole day re-doing the whole report *DAMN*

i dun see any improvement in efficiency by changing the new report format...its similar to the previous old format, which we have already so used to with juz some stupid changes of the allignment and column and some stupid new items

they are juz too free and got nth to do but worried the fact that ppl might say they are too free and so come out wid the stupid new report format u see
i think they should hv put more effort on things like how to make the business grow instead of keep wanting ppl to write the stupid report

if the IT ppl of my company has the ability to see this msg i'll still hv to say this *I DO HOPE THAT THEY GET TO SEE THIS.....SERIOUSLY~!!!!!!!!*
this company is stupid and they are wasting most of the time and money on all these NOTHING
they are wasting all the profit the company earns on taking flights to here and there to attend the seminars, meetings, giving us trainings (on those things that we have alwaz been doin and are doin quite well) as to make themselves look so busy all the time
but most of the time when they were overseas for all the so call important meeting...and this is wat i notice EVERYTIME ------> YES!!!!! they are sleeping during the meeting

in china, we speak mandarin that they dun understand...in msia and many other countries like thailand, philippines, vietnam, spore and indonesia...we speak english that they can hardly follow (even if they are nodding their head so frequently and so hard....TRUST ME....they are not really listening to us....and it doesn mean that they understand a single word we're saying....their ENGLISH level is so D*** GOOD that the BRITISH COUNCIL will not dare to take them in as any of their students)
and no exaggeration....working wid them for these years...speaking the REAL POOR english has downgrade my english level so much in all aspect

after all that i mentioned......i really woner if they are doin any contribution (the positive and constructive one) to help in the profit growth of the company???????
or simply using up all the supposed-to-be-our-salary-pay for them to travel on nth and for their golf game....their entertainment expenses wid those GUEST from japan to the nice cozy restaurant out there

Rule #1

2008-04-03T11:39:00.004+08:00

星期三, 没什么搞作, 但好像又恢复了往常的Wednesday -- Movie Night...为什么要选星期三?!?! 理由其实只有一个, 也非常简单, 那就是.....Wed有特价 *ekekeke~!!!!!!!*
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kitt, june, sean and enrico 一早就决定的"第一诫, Rule #1", 我和ray是后来才决定要凑热闹的
虽然我事前就已经知道了故事情节, 像是剧中的余文乐为什么会加入杂务部, 为什么坐在轮椅上的电话会突然站起身, 为什么郑伊健最后会死掉, 是怎么死的....等等....等等.....
再加上恐怖片和鬼片从来就不会是我的选择, 但是想到已经好久好久没有大伙儿一同看电影了, 所以最终还是选了"Rule #1"....还有就是online e-ticketing太太太方便了...还大概可以知道他们买了什么位子, 顺便就在同排的旁边两个位子点了两下....按了"next"键...由银行自动转帐付款, 搞定
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我一如往常, 从不改变我看horror movie的一贯作风, 双手捂着耳朵, 适时的紧逼双眼, 又或是让眼睛几乎成一条线, 看到的范围就比较少, 恐怖的画面就不容易烙在脑海里, 晚上也不会太难入眠
*嗯拿..嗯拿...我知道你们会说: 酱不会不要看啊...看到酱辛苦酱!!! 又要遮耳朵, 又要关眼睛, 酱是要看什么?? 很浪费钱咯*
哎呀...是酱的嘛...要看又要怕, 就是我酱的人咯...偶尔是要酱一下的...这个就叫 -- 攞嚟賤!!!
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故事情节...没什么好说的, 虽然具大部分是因为我不怎么开眼睛在看...可是就是那种警察把坏人杀了, 坏人变成冤魂回来报仇, 把警察身边心爱的人, 信赖的人统统都给杀光...更不讨好的是, 最终警察, 也就是正派输给了坏人, 坏人依然逍遥法外, 甚至完全将警察控制...
这样的结局虽然一改往常的那种无论如何好人一定要取得最后的胜利, 虽然是突破, 是新鲜感, 可是却有种让人觉得, 做好人死得更快, 做好人还不如作坏人来得痛快
*第一诫, Rule #1 -- 这个世界上是没有鬼的*

没心情

2008-03-14T09:04:00.002+08:00

一早起来, 就交错复杂的心情, 乱...
烦心的事, 怎么想也想不通, 好乱...
那一句话, 是自己给的压力, 更乱...

我任手指放肆的在键盘上游走
我放思绪任性的在九霄云外遨游
我让脑袋尽情的在.......放空

MAS Airlines wid Their World Grade Services

2008-03-10T13:43:00.003+08:00

I was on the 750pm flight to Terengganu from KLIA
flying wid MAS airlines which i supposed the journey will be far more betta than flying wid Air Asia
KLIA - Terengganu, the journey takes approximately 45mins
i was kinda excited (well...dun get it wrong...this wasnt my 1st time travelling wid aeroplane) merely cuz i had jenQ beside me and i was gonna meet his parents soon enough for the 1st time *wink*
apart from that...i was expecting the services that MAS (even thou its a domestic flight) provides is more or less at the higher grade since MAS had been awarded for their best service...
a 45mins flight...normally meal served is not available...but u'll still be serving some packet peanuts and drinks...
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jenQ has his gift from God, he can easily fall asleep within 5secs time regardless of where he is as long as he has nothing to do (even chatting wid me seems to be a difficult task for him)
and so i was left alone listening to my iPod...keep thinking wat will it be making the 1st time meeting his parents...i was imaginative enough to come up wid 101s kinda situation that might happen *cloud keep popping up above my head...chuckle*
jenQ continues his sleep of cuz *ZZzzz*
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i hadn fully recover from my sinus...NO peanuts and thanx!!!!
i took a glass of orange juice...DAMN...it wasn really a juice...i wasn demading for the freshly squeezed orange juice...but was expecting for something like Sunkist or Marigold fresh processed juices (at least)
i think this one is some cordial syrup kinda concentrated orange that u add water to make it into so-called "JUICE" *yuckkkkie*
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I then raised my hand and this Air Steward...whom is quite leng zai i reckon stood in front of me attending to my request
well...its not easy to have such a young and good looking guy somemore a Chinese to have such noble ambition being a air steward and mixing ard wid gays all days...and soon enough he might become another gay lou?!?!?! *pity*
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I was then "IMPRESSed" by this guy over the following conversation -->
viv: excuse me, can i pls have a glass of water? (the usual polite me will usually start off in a very polite manner...anyhow these air crews are working hard enough to serve everyone on board)
AS: har??!?! (bending his body and having his left ear approaching me so that he can listen clearly to my voice)
viv: can i pls have a glass of water? (still putting a smile on my face...repeating the same phrase)
AS: har?!?!?! (am i speaking alien language or wat??? am i speaking to fast or am i not hitting the point of the sentence??!?!...i still hold on to the patience...dun worry)
viv: water pls (trying to make it short and simple and leave out all those so-called polite manner way of asking for something from someone)
AS: ohh...water ar...
*i assumed this sentence ended wid a ? mark...so i nodded and add-on wid a YEP*
seeing me together wid jenQ, AS asked: how many u want?!?!...1or 2?!?!? (asking in such a way that he's selling vegie at pasar)
i put my index finger showing him "1"
AS: 1 ar?!?...WAIT ar.... (again like the pasar auntie telling u to wait while he's getting the stuff u want...and he walked away...)
*sweat* and a BIG NO NO for this kinda service provided
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Doesn MAS set some basic requirement when looking for an air steward???
or they only care about a person's look rather than their skill???
but an air steward who is goin to deal wid people from worldwide symbolises the image and of one nation
i'm not trying to say that this GUY is ruining the reputation of Malaysia...but he's indirecty telling the world that: THIS IS WHAT MALAYSIA PPL ARE...like it, take it..if not then forget bout it (-_-"')
really a 砣衰家 lor....影衰晒!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

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廣東話

2008-02-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

最近啱啱download咗呢個廣東話拼音輸入嘅software
而家好勤力咁學緊啲唔3唔4嘅拼音, 仲俾我colleague鬧講話呢啲嘢教壞人
雖然有啲kek手, 仲有好多啲拼音都怪怪哋, 但係又確實幾好玩嘅

今日好眼瞓, 好鬼死冇心情做工．．．一早仲諗住請假晌屋企瞓覺嘅
但係諗諗吓又好似唔係剩番幾多leave啫噃
so我依然好乖咁返咗office (雖然晌office都係懵吓懵吓)
早餐飲咗杯有banana, 有orangie, 有yogurt, 再加啲breakfast cereal 溝埋溝埋嘅smoothie
鬼死咁肚餓, 未到lunch time就order咗麥當勞外賣, 叫咗份蘋果批 (因爲我話過要戒一個月嘅炸薯條, 所以索性就連個套餐都唔要啦)

啱啱開完個會, 聽佢講咗兩粒鍾嘅廢話, 搞到我就嚟抽筋咁祭
出邊又落緊大雨, 如果而家可以即刻返屋企瞓覺就真係太好啦
所以話咧, 我要撇啦．．．
天日再繼續啦!!!

2008-02-26T13:40:00.003+08:00

Looked back ---> last update was the review of 2007
wonder wat was i busying wid...work...trips...CNY...valentine's...having most of my time spent wid my horsy....
but i think the MAIN problem is i LOST the inspiration...the interest of blogging
ok ok...try to sqeeuze sth out of my mind
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A NEW year wid a whole NEW beginning
have got new job function...wid my existing scopes of job, i'm now assigned wid a new task and new market to take charge of
i'm looking forward to the new task but not wid the new support i have to provide to this new market...-_-"
anyway...its sth new for me to learn here...*looking at the bright side* (i think my boss muz have got some idea that i'm looking for betta offer and betta oppurtunity out there some where...kesi kesi assign me wid new task so that i cant quit...jin kak~!!!)

horsy has got his aussie PR...guess he's leaving in anytime when everything here is settled down
well...wat am i gonna do??? wat else can i do?!?!
try to get the PR as he did and follow him all the way to aussie?!?!
i dun mind starting all over again in aus if applying for this PR thingy is like drinking a glass of water and eating a piece of cake (so the prob here is getting a PR is not easy for me as i wish T_T)
mm...then i betta start praying hard now for that PR...hoping i can leave together wid my horsy...and then i wanna go back to wagga...to CSU...to baylis street...to mojo cafe...and the most important is to go back to WonTon express (to visit carol je and fung gor and of cuz the little vivian)...arrr...so much memory flashes back...

gotta plan for one day to Tin Hao Kung sin...then pray hard hard to ask the goddess for the luck in applying the PR...if let say i cant get a proper job then go aussie goyang kaki...*ekeke~!!!*

回顾2007

2008-01-03T11:38:00.000+08:00

2008.01.03
挥手告别了2007, 365天就这样过了
我回顾了一下这似箭的365天, 好像也没有什么大作为

1-4月, 记忆力逐渐在衰退, 不太记得发生了什么事
5月, 一趟金马伦之旅, 玩到high翻了天
5/6月的时候, 表姐的terence初到地球报到
6月9, 老同学, 玉美结婚了, 第一次出席中学同学的婚礼, 也是久违了的同学聚会
7月, 我敬爱的上司被调回了日本总公司, 临走前, 他握了握我的手, 拍了拍我的肩膀, 跟我说了all the best & take care,
8月几的时候, 同事janice诞下了可爱的女宝宝
10月我的生日, 一班好朋友好姐妹陪我一起过, 谢谢你们的祝福和礼物
11.11.07, 老大终于和大嫂拉埋天窗了, 上礼拜, mama打电话来说, 大嫂怀孕了, 心想: 这么快? 那今年的那个时候我就要荣升当人家的姑姑了, mama有点感慨地说: 我就快当奶奶了, 然后我问: 感觉如何? mama: 觉得自己突然老了许多

说了半天, 回顾的都不是自个儿的事
还记得要跟2006 say goodbye的那一天, 我还在等着一个雪糕的承诺, 一个我相信不会再实现的承诺, 一个我已放弃再等待的承诺
2007这一年, 其实发生的事还真不少, 只是我不懂得要从哪里着手去整理
所以这个回顾也写不出一个所以然

2007的第359天, 他出现改写了我的故事, 开始了JenQ~Vi の全记录
2007的最后一天, 不再期待Baskin Robin的我, 牵着你的手一起倒数迎接2008, 一起许下新的愿望，一起见证全新的2008会是我们旅程的起跑点

2008, 我的人生乐谱将因为你而平添更多的精彩花絮
Wud past is passed, and i'm looking forward and hoping for a betta tomorrow~!!!
Keep da faith and drop da fear, never cease pursuing for da dreams and da happiness~!

2007-12-27T14:46:00.000+08:00

我的new story
为了更好的分类
追加了一个新的部落格: JenQ~Vi

我也是人

2007-12-06T08:16:00.000+08:00

原来我是人, 不是神
总有些事是我无能为力的
如果今天我沉默了, 笑容不再了, 那只是因为我累了

I'm juz a human being, not a God
there's something that i'm incapable of
when i remain silent, or lost my smile, that's merely because i'm TIRED

.P.R.I.O.R.I.T.Y.

2007-12-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

我的部落格, 不再只是我的心情, 不再只是我个人的故事
它记录了很多生命中经典的部分
是喜怒哀乐的交错, 是人事物的交会, 擦出一段段的火花
每个人扮演着不同的角色
有人是永远的焦点, 有说不完的话题, 有无止境的笑点
有人却选择当听众, 静静的聆听, 适时的参与配合
也许我的性格注定了我是个joker
在别人的面前, 永远的癫癫废废, 永远的无厘头, 永远的不正经
但我最近爱上了一句话: Do not lose the Priority
不管我再怎么癫, 怎么废, 怎么无厘头, 怎么不正经
我还是会清楚自己的Priority....
I may be lame, i may be senseless, i may be silly and sick
but i'll hold on firmly to my priority and will never lost it !!!

Volleyball Session .20.11.2007.

2007-11-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

kitt and i started to join enrico and sean for the volleyball session on Tues
i hvn touched the ball ever since i left my primary school and i admit i was quite rusty on it and totally out of the pic wid the new volleyball's rules
there were a total of 12??? the 1st time i joined if i wasn mistaken

whole bunch of funny guys and girls
gotta list them out 1 by 1 before i forgot:-

the very tall guy, good position as the striker --> Kang Ee
(he came in his working outfit, it wasn easy to play wid the khakis and non-sneaker)...he has that certain sense of Art...i reckon
enrico: how did u hurt ur arm?
KE: Art 呢家也 is very subjective ge~~ it has many diff side and it depends very much on how u judge it....
*my goodness, has Art anything to do wid hurting the arm ?!?!....pengsan*

the not so tall, service machine --> Vhong
(this is how they call him, indeed a service machine, cuz the whole night i saw him do most of the service)
most of us: good serve wor...
Vhong: 这没什么嘛!!! 唉, 我都晤想嘎~~!!!
*try to Chuen us?!?!?! fine...next time u juz stay at the back there and take care of the service post la*

the setter, the spiker, one leg kick in the team --> Zeno
(i saw him run here run there, after service then run to the front, then set the ball, block the ball, spike once a while)
did he say any remarkable things??? cant really remember but all i know is that together Zeno and Vhong one sing one back up....i remembered i had a damn good laugh that night, ended up stomach masuk angin~~!!!! -_-''''

another setter, spiker, one leg kicker --> Botak
(why they call him botak ar?!?! bet me...maybe he used to cut his hair botak gua?!?! or maybe.....wateva la...)
he's quite a quiet guy...not much speaking he did but he claimed that he's their Tai Lou~~~ maybe Tai Lou need to be more earnest and taciturn

the state player, Keng Cao --> Chuu Liu
another 狠角色, dun play play
kitt: meet my friend, Chuu Liu (楚柳)
enrico: equals to 5
*kitt, chuu liu, viv scratchin head -_-*
enrico: 30 divided by 6 = 5 (除六)....ekeke~~~
*-_-''''' not funny....enrico~~!!!!!*
sean: dun tell me Chor Lao Heong (楚留香) is your bro~~???? Hahaha~~~~
*-_-'''''' again....its not funny, sean~~~!!!!!!!!!!*

a pretty girl wid BIG round eyes and sharp feature --> NingZi
not so familiar wid volleyball, ran away holding the hand in such a position where she was gonna dig the ball when the ball was in front of her~~~
she ended up as the referee whistling at a side....

Wei Yu aka Nauti Fish
he was late that night....not much talking
but we sort of had a lil chat during supper at that mamak of last month
in fact his mama was enrico's former teacher advisor fo dunno what club/society, that's why he found enrico's face familiar

the jersey 7 --> Enrico
kept asking me to serve the ball when i had already sprained my elbow during the 2nd serve at the start of the game
make my elbow area now swollen like PIG arm....black green for almost 2 weeks hvn recover~~!!!!!
*thanx bro....i think i need to see a Tit Ta if my elbow still cannot recover next week T_T*

the cheapalak Nike (RM15) from China --> Sean
sean: wei....serious abit....dun play play
sean: let's start the match for one can of 100+ if not no mood to play hardcore
sean: 晤好玩啦....100+...100+....
sean: 我d feel 返来左~~!!!! Yes!!! Yes!!!!
**sean we are very serious ar....its juz that ur friends are high LEVEL joker i reckon so really cannot tahan laughing....muahaha~~~~**

the real Nike --> Kitt
very Pok Meng and Puk to save the ball
luckily she's wearing the Real Nike from Nike Sports...can hear the sound of her shoes Shiak Shiak Shiak~~~ remarkable....indeed
wat will happen if sean is to Puk for the ball wearing his Cheapalak Nike from China?!?!?! the flower of the shoes not Keng enough and he might Sin Chen cuz it was raining that night~~~!!!!!

who else that i missed out??????
oh ya...there's this another guy, i dunno what's his name, dunno where's he from, no one introduce also, he's even Diam-er than Botak, he played damn serious...kept spiking when there's a chance and he only aimed at the spot in front of Kitt where hardly ppl cover that spot....
*win jor lo....来阴ge~~!!!!!*

and for me???
YES, I SPRAINED MY RIGHT ELBOW THAT TILL NOW I CAN HARDLY STRAIGHTEN MY RIGHT ARM~~~!!!!!!
and cuz of that i missed the BodyCombat 34, the new release >.<'''

Summary: Sean, there's no way i dun believe that u and those guys mentioned above are friends....u all really same category ge..."FAI"
finally i Kin Sek u all's Kung Lek....i certainly think that PPGs is definitely far more behind that level....cuz PPGs got POINT!!!!!

Facebook & Life

2007-11-29T17:19:00.000+08:00

5.20pm, 平时这个时候的我, 已经放工回家

今天意外的, 我还在公司

你一定以为我是为了公事在忙吧?

其实是因为appraisal快到了, 所以又是做好员工的时候了

今天alex问我: 为什么那么久没有update你的blog了?

我: 最近我都在忙着facebook-ing

才发现我好像忽略了身边很多的东西
好久没有和身边的朋友好好的聊聊了
每天见面聊的话题一定都离不开facebook
像是谁谁谁的宠物怎么怎么了, 谁谁谁又po了一大堆的quizzes, 谁谁谁po的True or False question很无聊, 那个那个game越玩越无聊, 哪个哪个game还满有趣的

我真的忽略了很多, 我的朋友, 一直很需要我关心的朋友
也许又是时候找回一些balance
我不要再沉溺在facebook的世界里
out there应该还有很多等着我的事，我的生活难道就要这样无目的的被facebook conquer吗?

.Facebook.

2007-11-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

Lately i'm addicted to FaceBook
i think everyone does
i'm too busy wid Facebook-ing that i dun really have time to drop my daily review here
is Facebook really that fun and interesting?
there's many applications and games to be explored
but sometimes i do get bored wid those same games
i'm enjoying raising up my pet Doi Doi to race wid others
Kitt is the best who alwaz feed my Doi Doi
Seanoffe is now very Chuen cuz he's rich and dun need ppl to feed him *Ba Bei la*

time to get back to Facebook again
those who hvn joint --> www.facebook.com
to register and get an account
u gonna love it

Wud are "M.E.N"

2007-11-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

We had this discussion about "MEN" the other night
Wud are "MEN" and wud word is to be perfectly used to describe "MEN"??
I had this "Not-So-Male" friend (in fact he's striving to be part of our Ji Mui) told me that:-
90% of the MEN are "Human Sedimentation" (Chinese translation = 人渣)
and the rest are GAY
Wud about those who dun think and never claimed they are neither of the above????
Conclusion will be: They are even worse than the 2 mentioned categories or can i say they are the "Not-Male-Not-Female-Human-Sedimentation"???
Men alwaz say: Women are the most Vicious Creature on this planet earth!! Vicious may make women sound abit scary and create certain sort of distance when it comes to the point of approaching women
But i differ and personally think all the Men over the universe are the most heartless hypocritical liar, they never be true to ppl and themselves and they juz never will

When men are flirting ard...its alwaz ok and its juz some kinda inevitable social skill
But wud ppl out there are to say when the Men up there is changed to Women???
Will they say: Oh ya...its fine...she's juz engage wid some social activities ???

Wud is a Man BIG time excuses when he cant bother to talk to u cuz he's havin GREAT fun out there wid others (might be having some hot babes in arms at one of the hot spot in town)
She: Where are u hun???
He: Oh baby...i'm busy here!!
She: Busy?? wud are u busy wid?
He: Listen here babe, i'm busy and i'll call u later k
She: Hun.....
tu...tu...tu..........(she's still holding the phone and lost her focus not knowing wud has been goin on and speechless)

YES....i'm saying "BUSY" is the word u alwaz get from ur man
Agree????

听着李玖哲的清唱

2007-11-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

在大陆出差的那几天, 累死人了
根本没有时间到处给它逛一逛
回到饭店, 洗完澡, 窝在暖暖的被窝里, 打开电视, 意外的没什么节目是比较吸引人的
拿着remote control在猛按, 把频道转到了东风卫星电视, 播放着的是黄嘉仟主持的[开运万事通], 这集的特别佳宾是: 李玖哲
在节目里, 李玖哲清唱了好几段他自己的歌曲
天啊, 这人唱歌怎么会那么好听啊?
之前也听过他的歌, 但看着他对着镜头深情地清唱
完全能够感受他每一首歌所要表达的情感
听着他唱歌, 每一首歌仿佛有了生命, 尤其当他唱着这首 "想太多", 而我也被深深地感动了

**是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由**

奇怪的是, 为什么脑海里不小心闪过他的画面
是因为他老爱叫我: 别想太多了!!
可是真的是这样吗? 真的是我想太多了吗?

Happie Bday to ME

2007-10-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

20-10-2007

Happie Birthday to vivi, who is also ME ^^

another year has passed and i'm getting a year older when i blew off the 2 BIG and 5 small candles on the cake

*SOP* - my friends brought out the Bday cake and sang the Bday song, i made my Bday wish and i blew off the candles, i cut and gave out the cake to everyone who has given me the warmest greetings so that they're sharing the joyness of the day

Every year of this day when the clock ticks 00.00, I'd walk to the window, look upon the sky and whisper my wish hoping that the angel will carry my wish wid them and make it come true, and I have the same wish every year

**I wish: xxxxx xxx xx xx xxxx xx x xxxxx xxx xxxxxxxxx xxx**

But for this year, things was abit different

I was out for dinner wid my dear friends that i dun make it to whisper my wish to the angel near the window but inside my heart, do u think they will still hear it ??

Thank u guys so much for all these nice, precious bday gifts that i really appreciated alot.

The Green Titus watch, i've been looking for centuries to match mostly of my green top **oh yeah....thanx and i really like it very much**

The bouquet of Bearies so nicely wrapped in pink, it's so sweet of u to be the 1st one to send me the greeting **wud a surprise...blink**

The box of half a dozen of red-eggs, packed and wrapped in green and the pretty well designed greeting card wid a little piggy on top **btw my Chinese Zodiac is Doggie...ekeke**

The funkie leafy necklace from a this pretty lady brought all the way from Beijing, a gift from overseas... **wink wink...thinking wus should i get u for ur Bday**

{But never expected that this someone has actually forgotten my Bday

I did not expect for any gifts from this someone, I did not expect for any kinda celebrations wid this someone, all that I was waiting for is juz a simple Bday greeting from this someone, hoping so much that this someone will at least remember this day

but all these while i've been waiting so helplessly in vain}

Alrightie...

I will not think of those unhappie stuff

after all u are juz that someone but u are not my whole world

the earth is still revolving on its orbit, the sun is still rising and the wind is still blowing

it will not stop because of u and the stupid emotion u brought upon

I had great celebrations wid my BEST mates, my DEAREST Ji Muisss and friends **u know who u are...wink**

The wonderful nights...the yum-yum meals from dawn till night...the so-delicate Bday cake...the nice nice Bday presents and the MOST IMPORTANT is the great great memories

**I LOVE U all and u girls and guys deserve a BIG BIG kiss....MUACKS**

Trip to Kukup - 29092007

2007-10-04T09:01:00.000+08:00

It was a beautiful friday nite, middle nite to be more precised, i couldn remember when and how i fell asleep while i was still having the little pillow talk wid June and Kitt, and the next minute i was forced to open my damn sleepy eyes, DAMN its 3.30am, Oh Man...tell me who would ever wake up so early on weekend. Our dear mr Enrico said he would pick us up at 4am.

4.15am, Sean called, i thought they were on their way approaching May's apartment, but i was abit, yes, juz abit shocked when i heard Sean said: Huh...i'm still at home ler, i tried to call Enrico but no one picked up the phone wor.

Wah...this Enrico fella said 4am, if i knew that he's gonna be late then i can at least have extra 15mins sleep right.

4.45am, Sean on board and Rac called, Enrico said tell Rac that we'll reach the Seremban toll in another 10mins time and will meet up there la. From OUG to Seremban? 10mins? **scratching my head wid eyes very very wide opened** Is Enrico gonna drift, or is he gonna show us his Avanza 1.3 can be sped up to 200km/h, which is totally beyond my belief???

We all got it wrong, its actually the Sungai Besi toll they were referring to **scratching my head again wondering how Rac and Enrico came to this compromise knowing wat each other was mentioning about (-_-)''' **

Bro, u know where is Seremban toll ar? u know how far from KL to Seremban ar?

KL -> JB, approximately 3 and a half hours drive, quick, close my eyes and get some sleep before the China governemnt thought they left one of their panda wandering in KL city. The journey to JB was not easy at all, QQ and i took the back seat, all i wanna say is: Life is juz like a Roller Coaster, u need to go thru all the "UPs" and "DOWNs" to achieve one goal.

Thanx to Enrico's driving skill my head spin like the Wheel of Fortune.

*look at all the sleepy panda eyes
*the Man-in-Black is the evil drifter

Sorry, i know i crap too much on this Nothing.
Ok ok, coming up next we'll have more stories on the trip, pls bear wid me and my long gas...

1, 2, 3, 4.........well, we have altogether 14 ppl for the trip.

Talking bout Kukup, hmm...really nothing much for me to elaborate, no water activities like most of u might have imagined, no clean and crystal clear beach, no beach boy, no handsome life guard, etc. etc. etc...

*from the pic there's only 12 ppl, well, someone will have to hold the camera right?

Except we had our 5meals being taken care of during the 2D1N stay, they provide mahjong set (the guys were busy wid the 'Pong' & 'Sek Wu'), karaoke service (thanx June for the karaoke dvds), and we keep coming up wid lots and lotsa game (Sean insisted to play the 'Repeat Action' game, it was hell funny. CK Chin, next time dun use ur butt to rub against the wall can ar? the pose not so refined lo...) to shiok sendiri, the next door aunties and uncles and their non-stop day and night 36 rounds mahjong games were impressive.

*Sean: Aunties, 3 less 1 ar aunties...!!

The food was...hmm...well...eh...boleh tahan lo...

*yao gui = all the food on the table was clean and clear

Seafood got seafood taste, veggie got veggie taste, the coke widdout bubbles and gas, which i suspected has expired long time ago cuz didn get to hear the 'pssss' sound when un-screwed the bottle cap, the smell of the breeze so salty and beachy. I like the crispy "Za Ha Peng" (deep fried prawn patties, in Hokkien we call it 'Ji Hae Piah'). The satay and the Johor signature's Otak-otak (origins from Muar) were good, but high demand wid low supply {the auntie who supplied the food abit 'Kiam Siap' looo (>_<) a 4' x 6' otak-otak how to be shared among 14 ppl ler auntieeeee.....???}

We insisted to have the Serious, the Normal and the Crazy mode when taking those pictures, but the crazy pose was forever the same pose wid mouth wide opened screaming 'AH' and hands up high in the air **sorry Sean that my fingers blocked ur handsome face**

*Jase, the spokeperson for that xx snack was shooting for her commercial advertisement

The trip was indeed a memorable one

{Fun & Laughter faded but memories remained} ^Jase E, "Jase's Life Philosophy" (Sept 2007)

A Riddle

2007-09-28T09:18:00.001+08:00

This will be a whole english entry

Why?? cuz one dear friend of mine doesn know how to read chinese, so for him to be able to read my blog, to betta understand what the hack i've been wanting to tell, and as a promise to write something on the "ki tang" story, yes, there'll be more english entry in the future

I'm totally not in the mood to work today, but can't possibly let my boss notice that I'm trying to 'snake' here, so I have to keep my fingers moving on this keyboard, and to do so i have no choice but to crap here.
(I know some of you may wanna say: dun pretend la...lazy to work then say lazy to work la...say no choice wor...you think we gonna believe this shit ar??)

MC aka Venus (but she insists to have her Christian name to be called Virgin), bet me I really dunno the reason. Why would this little lady here wants people to call her Virgin so much? She merely thinks the name is so Umph to be called, **sweat**.
Ok la, I'm not here to discuss her name, but to share something she told me.
Venus: Viv, do you know why put a knife and a gun together, they will turn blue ar?
Viv: errrrr...??? **scratching my head**
Venus: because ----> 刀枪 blue (不入)
Viv: (-_-")...........
Viv: very Palia lo...!!

Here's another question to see if anyone can gimme the right answer:
*What is the loooongest knife in this world?
(the first person to get the answer right will be given a prize)

在麻布茶房的晚餐

2007-09-27T12:37:00.000+08:00

在台湾出差的这段日子, 每一天都免不了的赶赶赶

从台中回到台北的这一个晚上, 有幸能够坐下好好的吃这一顿晚餐

地点: 麻布茶房

位置: 台北西门町的某栋大楼

简介: 日式小馆, 应有尽有的日式料理, 不难看到的'fusion'餐点, 融合了日本精巧的料理手艺和台湾的精美饮食文化

我们两个人点了一桌子吃的, 前菜, 沙拉, 主餐, 甜点

我没有很饿, 但就是喜欢看着整桌子摆满的食物, 看了就很开心的说, 而且也没人规定说一定要把所有的食物嗑光 (我知道应该有不少人会很想揍我, 可能会边咒骂我说: 小心下一世会投胎到非洲当难民)

好啦, 我后来有让同事把没吃完的打包回家, 这样就不叫暴遣天物了吧!

terriyaki unagi salad, gyu don, mushroom salad, tamago

台湾很有名的拔丝地瓜

这很有特色的甜点有个很诗情画意的名称: 宇治金时
冰冰冷冷的霜淇淋, 淋上了淡得清香的抹茶, 配着温温热热, 甜而不腻的地瓜泥, 放进嘴里那一杀那百感的交错, 就像是电影 Ratatouiile 里, 食物交会而擦出火花的画面, 我真的没有在夸张
我的妈啊! 这也未免太好吃了吧!

台湾的"新干线"

2007-09-24T13:20:00.000+08:00

第一次, 搭乘"新干线"

但在台湾, 这个东西被称为"高铁" aka High Speed Rail

时速可达300km/h

台北到台南不过一个小时又四十三分

还没来得及补充我的睡眠, 下一米秒钟睁开眼睛时, 我到了台南

因为是公务事, 所以接下来的也没什么好分享的

只知道行程很赶, 因为这个晚上我是在台中的"xx饭店" 露宿的

隔天的晚上我又赶回了台北, 累死人了

鸟地方

2007-09-24T13:10:00.000+08:00

这是什么"鸟地方"啊?

这"鸟地方"不是宠物店, 也不卖鸟

是个陕四小馆, 卖吃的

可能你会想说是卖烤鸡烤鸭的, 或是烤鹅烤乳鸽

但我告诉你: "错了!"

他不卖烤的, 不卖鸡也不卖鸭

这里有名的是拉面, 还有灌汤水饺

我在台北的林口, 不是中国的陕西

想你的天空

2007-09-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

想你的天空
有一种叫做思念的味道在风中飘过
白云伴着蓝蓝的天际
我的身边却少了你让我放肆的依恋

想你的天空
看见了也许是曾经无奈的错过

想你像是呼吸

像是不能改变的定律

我却忘了我自己

如果放手是你写的结局

结局的句点要如何划上才叫完美

如果思念只因为输给了回忆

回忆里头你的影子挥不去

我的守候

像是星星伴着月亮的闪烁

定了点忘了要去出走

直到星星被遗忘了陨落

Karma

2007-09-06T08:58:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in Karma??
I believe whateva that goes around will evetually come around
whateva you did, you'll get the "fruits" in return
it doesn have to be retribution, punishment or rewards
karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well. It is cumulative.
All living creatures are responsible for their karma, their actions and the effects of their actions
If one sow goodness, one will reap goodness
If one sow evil, one will reap evil
Have you ever thought of what you are doing, why are you actually doing it, and what's gonna happen once you did it?
Mind your every little action, do not defiance the power of God, He is watching...

恐怖事件

2007-08-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

华人农历的七月中旬
来到这一个月份, 很多人难免有一些些的敏感, 而开始会有很多奇奇怪怪的故事, 众说纷纭
是农历七月, 特别多的怪事发生, 还是纯属巧合?
其实很多的意外每天都在发生, 只是一般的普通日子, 不容易让人去有太多的联想
是人的心理作用, 是败给了不存在的元素, 是为了看不见的在害怕着

既然是不存在的, 既然是看不见的, 为什么要去介意着不实在的瓜葛?

其实, 应该小心的, 应该防备的, 更让人害怕的, 一不小心就是身边你一直觉得很值得信任的"人"
他们是什么样的一个心态, 是什么样的动机, 为了什么样的利益, 而不曾停止过得不择手段, 没有人知道, 因为故事的主导者, 像是自导自演, 誓死要把整个故事撑到最后却还不甘愿要划上句点
而最可悲的是, 竟然还是有蠢到不行的人去配合完美整个演出
是这种可怕的"人"没有错, 是笨到连分析能力都没有而一昧的相信的笨蛋也没有错, 错就错在我们忘了要为自己罩上一个金钟罩

玄米茶

2007-08-15T12:57:00.000+08:00

今天, 异常的灰

我指的是天空, 不是我的心情

雨还在不停的下, 周围的空气, 好冷

手里握着一杯玄米茶, 热热的茶, 温暖着我冰冷的手, 淡淡的玄米茶香, 这已经是我今天的第二杯了

据说在很久以前的日本, 在比较贫苦的人家, 因为茶叶很贵, 所以就拿烤过的米配着少量的茶叶来冲泡, 却没想到味道要比原有的茶叶泡出来的茶更香, 更好喝

自此以后, 玄米茶更变成了属于上流社会品用的茶

玄米茶也有个这样的传说, 当热水倒到装着玄米茶叶的杯里时, 如果茶叶在杯中旋转然后竖起的话, 就表示会很好运, 好事会降临

但在仔细想想, 这个传说好像是apply到所有的茶叶上

管他的, 只要是好茶就会让人回味无穷

我, 要再去为我的这杯玄米茶加多一点点的热水了

你, 今天喝茶了吗?

走走.吃吃.看一看...续@Teluk Intan

2007-08-10T09:46:00.000+08:00

在怡保吃吃喝喝了一整天, 为了要让胃稍微的休息休息, 也为了要找个可以歇脚的地方, 我们一路开车前往Teluk Intan

来到这里, 依然免不了另一回合的尽情吃喝玩乐

因为晚餐是跟Lun的家人吃饭, 我不好意思要拿着相机一直这里拍拍, 那里拍拍, 所以没办法分享那顿丰富的海鲜餐

还是要说的就是, 炸的酥酥脆脆的螃蟹, 和咸蛋就这样乱乱炒在一起, 真的是好吃到我差点没把自己的手指给吃下去

早餐的肉骨茶, 好大的一煲, 料多汤浓, 炸腐皮咬下去还有阵阵的"咯嚓...咯嚓"声

早就忘了什么叫高胆固醇, 也忘了要去计算卡路里

薄饼, 薄饼, 薄薄的饼皮里满满的裹着热乎乎的馅, 两个字: 好吃!!

这一档的Rojak, 当地人介绍说很有名, 那就铁定不能错过

安顺有个很出名的小吃, 相信很多人都听过安顺猪肠粉

特别之处就是层层的粉里裹着很多的料, 有很香的炸葱头, 炒得脆脆的虾米, 还有我怀疑的, 一颗颗的像"菜埔"的东西, 就配着甜甜的腌青辣椒一起吃

谁说吃猪肠粉一定要吃酱, 这样的口味我就很喜欢

Lun的家人很热情也很客气, 还打包了一些让我们在路上吃, 由衷的谢谢你们这两天的款待

millions of thanx from the bottom of my heart....gonna miss you guys

走走.吃吃.看一看, 还会有更多得好料介绍

尽请期待我们再带大家走更多的地方, 搜寻更多的美食

走走.吃吃.看一看@Ipoh

2007-08-08T14:13:00.000+08:00

周末, 北上到了怡保
因为是要去jalan jalan cari makan, 所以接下来, 请相信你所看到的
没错, 我们三人行, 真的就从早吃到晚, 根本忘了饿肚子的感觉是怎样的

6.30am出发, 8.30am抵达怡保, 富山已经人头济济
富山的点心, 应有尽有, 满桌子的食物, 感觉我们三个人像农历七月刚被放出来的"饿鬼"

yummy的蛋挞&马来松糕


好吃的叉烧酥和芋角, 酥酥脆脆, 皮薄陷厚

但是人客多的不像样, 至少要等上15分钟才能等到位子

鸿记蛋挞, 老板的生意很好, 刚出炉的蛋挞没几下子就卖个清光了


奇峰豆腐花, 很滑很滑, 配上豆浆一起吃, 真的可以要老板娘别加糖, 来个原汁原味

来到"旧街场", 就不难闻到很浓很浓的咖啡香, 来杯白咖啡和份烤面包, 还有什么可以媲美这样的下午茶


大树下的, 很有名的这档酿豆腐, 实在太饱了, 所以只点了炸馄饨, 在大树下吃着炸料, 来杯杂果冰和红豆冰, 还真清凉解署


饱到不行的这个时候, 我们继续开车前往Teluk Intan, 安顺
to be continued.....

Tiffin Bay...续

2007-08-02T10:10:00.000+08:00

再一次来到 Tiffin Bay

虽说少了第一次期待的惊喜, 可是却多了一份熟悉的怀念

Ann 说这里是 "太太俱乐部", 大家都梦想着可以经常悠闲的来这里high tea

我喜欢这个地方, 因为这里的设计, 因为这里的灯光, 因为这里的hazelnut choco, 也因为这里的dessert

我要了一份Kahlua Cheese Cake, 再点了一杯Ice Hazelnut

当香醇的Kahlua遇上浓而不腻起司, 纠缠的浓郁, 唤醒了在沉睡着的味蕾

一到嘴里就化掉的起司, 带着香浓的Kahlua, 随着血液游走过每一寸的神经，传送到大脑的signal让我停不了口

是视觉, 是嗅觉, 更是味觉的超一流体验, 非一般的享受

这个下着雨的午后, 一杯冰冷的Hazelnut, 一口接一口的Kahlua cheese cake, 动听的爵士乐

在繁华都市的, 这个幽静的小角落里, 我只想沉静在这片刻的浪漫, 这个属于我自己的moment

又是31

2007-07-31T08:54:00.000+08:00

2007, 7月的31
又是另一个31
再一次想起Baskin Robins, 想起去年那个8月的31, 想起那个甜到不行的 Pralines 'n Cream
时间真的过得很快, 就这样一晃眼的快一年了
该忘记的, 不该忘记的, 在没有选择性的慢慢被遗忘着
该放下的, 不该放下的, 也没有选择性的被逼着要放下

在这之前, 也许因为忘不了, 也许因为放不下, 所以我都用着最extreme的方式去放肆的发泄
可是这种放肆没有让自己比较好过, 心情依然停留在那个下着雨的午后

最近又开始了被遗忘很久的瑜伽, 还很管用的说
心情和思绪也都很好的被调适着
找回了自我的中心, 觉得生活也不是真的那么没有意义
面对很多的很多, 我永远有着两个选择
而我的选择是让自己用最平静的心, 去看每一件事
看开了, 思觉就不再那么容易失调了

这一个31
我依然会到Baskin Robins, 依然会吃着Pralines 'n Cream
依然的想念, 却已经不再那么的孤单
不孤单, 是因为我又找回了我自己

Izakaya - DOZO

2007-07-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

A nice cozy japanese dining bar, Izakaya -- Dozo

at the heart of Taipei City

nice food...great ambience...a splendid restaurant bar

i had the special Deep Fried MuaChi coated wid Brown Sugar

served wid the mild vanilla scented ice cream

not many choices on the dessert column

but this one surely wakes up every single inch of your taste bud

**I'm loving it**

T.R.A.N.S.F.O.R.M.E.R

2007-07-04T13:02:00.000+08:00

三个字可以形容这部片: "很劲抽"

很久很久的以前, 很多小朋友都很风靡 Transformer 的时候

我竟然不知道有过这样的卡通片

直到最近 Transformer 在电影院上映

有朋友叫我一去看, 我还觉得说: "嗯...好看咩???"

结果, 我竟有再看第二次的冲动

好喜欢那部大卡车, Optimus Prime, 正义的使者

什么时候都是那么的 "型", 那么的让人不得不崇拜

果然有 "大佬" 的风范

Bumble Bee, 差点就牺牲了自己

当他被逮住的那一刻, 被人类进行研究的那一刻

我差点没有哭出来

Decepticons, 没有什么值得一提的

因为我不喜欢奸角

Transformer, 真的超好看, 超劲的说

史无前例的超一流视觉享受

Apple - iPhone

2007-07-02T09:12:00.000+08:00

我朝思暮想的 iPhone 终于在美国发行了
New York 跟 iPhone 说"嗨"的这一天, 纽约的市民一早就在 Apple Retail Store 前排队, 争相的要在第一时间拥有这部粉酷, 粉炫的手机
刚上网查看有关 iPhone 的一些讯息
通过 http://www.apple.com/iphone/ online 购买 iPhone 的价位被定为 4GB - $499.00 (约RM1,750.00), 5GB - $599.00 (约RM2,100.00)
更离谱的是, 每个人只能限定买不超过两只, 所以说有钱还不一定买得到
我手上的这部 Sony Ericsson, k810i + 1GB memory 也花了将近 RM1,800.00 的说, 而在我手上也还不超过一个月
有点小后悔自己的不坚持, 如果能再等个一个月, 那 iPhone 应该就不是梦了
啊, 有种说不上来的, 很 "唉" 的 feel
注定我要错过这部一直很想拥有的, 也等了很久的 iPhone
真的只想说一句: his motha punya....

台北的捷运

2007-06-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

第一次在台北搭捷运
一路从南京东路站, 到忠孝复兴转站, 搭乘木栅线, 到台北站又再转站到淡水
台北的捷运站还真的不是普通的忙, 人也还真不是普通的多
可是每个人都很有持续地在排队, 这点我倒是挺欣赏的
也许也因为在最繁忙的上下班时间, 每隔一分钟就会有一班车, 所以大家都不需要去当沙丁鱼
更有趣的是, 台北的捷运在固定的一些站是可以让脚踏车进出车厢内的
都骑脚踏车了还要去搭捷运, 所以我才说台湾人很可爱
去淡水不是因为要去流浪, 纯粹只是因为我没去过淡水
淡水有没有水比较淡我不知道, 可是就是海边的味道, 腥腥的

[Do U Know]

2007-06-19T11:02:00.000+08:00

Janice 卫兰 & 她的新专辑 [Do U Know]

个人还蛮喜欢的一张 album

专辑里的很多首歌, 表达的就像专辑的名称

歌曲和歌词部分, 很多想要对你说的话, 你, 都知道吗?

****************************************************************

再一次诚意的推荐这一首: 爱你还爱你

等你有日能抽空

大家趁事情未冻

而心也仍然未太痛

我想讲出口彼此各有所梦

谁令你更器重当初嫣红渐化灰烬

等你确实还不懂

认输礼物还是免送

恐怕突然未够勇

对你讲不出因他你已心动

还是撤退任你造美梦别来相送

轻轻的走连云彩一片也没带走

以免你要记起我略略难受

轻轻的走无谓记起可否接受

我怕不舍然后盼你问候

想你但爱着你还爱着你

但放弃理论因不想逼你

我很想嬲你但是太自觉怕变小器

旧日我或太尽力游戏

明白你也就原谅你

出走是最后最后去就你

wo……用我器量痛苦去宠你

让你生活前度就忘记

瞒着你 i'll be missing you

等

2007-06-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

Janice -- 等

等一束永未来的花
等一堆漂亮的大话
等亲访我家等好友话你也不差
等肯跟我漫游风沙
仍然期待你讲实话
虔诚地爱我
我等不到的消失如流沙

如果期待得到结果
愿意因你着魔
曾受的苦值得恭贺
我恨我被动期盼也太傻
耐心啃苦果是为着你改变么
期待毕竟太多为了等到什么
难道你能自己自动的改过
你一再犯错承受等的苦楚
问我等到什么

等到听你前来申冤
专一相好发于自愿
巴不得去等天天见面更似相恋
不想等到别人失恋
才成全着你乱誓愿
如期望太远
我只好去等等苦辣甜酸

wo……
常期待你用力的抚摸
便让我理解恋爱得疯魔
如果真的爱我历尽什么都可
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等....
往往都不知道是为了什么在等
也不知道等了好多个世纪, 又等到了什么....

不见了

2007-06-05T15:35:00.000+08:00

突然觉得, 我好像不见了一些东西
是他不要我了, 所以选择离我而去了
嗯.....感觉, 很不对了

Pirates of the Caribbean - At World's End

2007-05-31T10:10:00.000+08:00

非看不可的一部电影

说非看不可, 是因为我看了1&2部, 所以也很期待第3部的上映

Johnny Depp 再一次空前绝后的演绎着 Captain Jack Sparrow 这个角色

以他的神经质, 率领着 Black Pearl 和 pirates 们征服了 seven seas & Davy Jones

Captain Barbossa 在 @World's End 这一集里, 让我看到了他的风趣与善良

周润发饰演的"萧风", 说真的...不怎么样...

到现在我依然不明白为什么他要说: Welcome to Singapore, 然后却一直说广东话 ???

而那只死 sotong Davy Jones 依然是那副恶心到不行的 sotong 样

但是值得一提的是, 他有那么10秒钟是人样的, 还不错看的说

至于 Will Turner & Elizabeth Swann 也还是上演着情侣的戏把

在最紧要的关头, 大敌当前, 打得你死我活的时候, 还是有空档求婚接吻...salute...

电影中有一句台词, 很让我印象深刻

由那个, 常拿眼睛来玩的那个, 很搞笑的笨海盗嘴里出来的 --

...Put an ease on the burden of our guilty..

这一次, 我又成功的 take away McNugget Value Meal 到电影院里当晚餐 =D

**给各位即将当观众的话:
当电影结束散场的时候, 别急着离场, 因为还有后续
真不明白为什么现在的导演都喜欢来这套, 喜欢在具大部分的人都离场后, 搞个这种小收场

心语

2007-05-30T13:43:00.000+08:00

为什么要对你说的话, 竟变得那么难以启齿
是不想再用言语去导航你的思绪
如果我真知道怎么做, 我就会忘了要问 "怎么办"

2007的5月23还是24?

2007-05-26T08:39:00.000+08:00

原本一心想要低调的驻守在地球的火星人, 一心想要找个安静的栖身之所, 让心灵在寂静中用着最孤单的方式自我修护的, 不怎么完美的火星人
在2007年的这一个, 5月23的夜晚进入24的凌晨, 空中闪过一道光, 不是什么星石陨落, 不是外星人的再次入侵, 也不是火星人要来把我带离这个危险的地球
这一束光, 是专属天使带来的希望
放晴的心空, 我看到了7色的彩虹
地球虽然比火星要危险很多很多, 但从火星人入住地球的那一个moment起, 探讨是我的mission, 冒险是我的spirit
了解有着一万个的不可能, 却不想舍弃这一刻
明天也许真的会更好, 但我只想为了每一个的今天而活着
什么所谓的遗憾美, 缺陷美, 都是为失去后却不曾把握过的自己, 找个让自己比较好过的借口
听起来虽然带着凄美的忧伤, 可是这样的安慰方式没有让我比较好过
所以我偷偷的让我那不完整的心, 离家出走了

人在广州

2007-05-23T14:02:00.000+08:00

第一次到广州, 眼前的这个广州没有想象中的可怕
来到这里之前, 一直听别人说这里怎么乱又怎么乱
但置身广州的我, 却觉得这里有着一点点的亲切感, 是因为在这里能听到熟悉的广东话吧

下榻的酒店叫"有一居", 很欧式的一个设计, 可是客房却莫名的冷, off 了冷气, 也还是冷到不行, 用莫名来形容是因为外面明明就热到不行, 摄氏二十几接近三十吧, 可是酒店房间却像冰库

去了"唐苑"喝中午茶, 终于尝试了广州的饮茶文化, 只不过我没有吃到我最爱的蛋挞和叉烧包 ><"

中国人的饮食文化, 一个字"掂", 是我喜欢的饮茶, 也是我爱的煲汤, 广州并没有什么不好啊!

还有 Suetake San 送我的这个, 从日本带来的心型糖果 so sweeeeeet.....

海

2007-05-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

喜欢上大海, 是因为喜欢上那一望无际的感觉

烦恼就这样丢进大海, 让它无止尽的去漂流

原来爱情这么伤

2007-05-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

梁咏琪 -- 原来爱情这么伤

我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想
我日月无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方

原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱

只想变的坚强强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头再看一看原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样
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悲伤的时候, 听悲情的歌, 心里的难过会变得更实在
每一字每一句, 像是完全符合我的感受, 我的心情
其实只要是难过的人都会觉得歌词写的就是自己
所以悲伤的情歌都特别的扣人心玄, 让人感动
只是那么的刚好在我很想哭的时候, 听到这首歌, 所以眼泪就像是忘了关上的水龙头, 稀里哗啦的流了, 才会觉得原来爱情真的这么伤

Visit Cameron 2007

2007-05-09T10:58:00.000+08:00

又是发表我旅游心得的时候了

休假的时候去了金马伦, 远离繁华的都市, 远离高楼大厦, 远离塞车, 远离尘埃, 远离污浊的空气
来到这片没有烦恼的大草原, 缓慢的生活节奏, 呼吸着清新的空气, 每天吃着健康的蔬菜生果
觉得自己....重生了

因为我们带了 "雨神" 在身边, 所以在 cameron 的三天都在下雨, 也因为每天的下雨, 天气冷得不能再说, 所以我们每天都在打边炉
在冷冷的天气下逛 pasar malam, 不会流汗不说, 吃着热腾腾的玉蜀黍, 炸 sotong, murtabak, 嘴里还吐着烟
可是要承受的后果还是挺可怕的, 体重突然狂飙


在 Boh Tea Centre 泡茶吃蛋糕, 看着眼前这片绿绿的茶园, 布满白雾的山顶, 享受着没有压力的午后, 两个字 -- pure indulgence

到 cameron, 不能错过的当然就是去 pick my own strawberries 啦, 在士多卑梨园里很多红红大大颗的士多卑梨, 很顺手的摘了就往嘴里放, 虽然外面挂着的牌子上很清楚地写着: Do not eat in the farm! Mm...就是因为偷吃所以觉得特别的甜啊....
结果 MC 还要留下偷吃的证据, 草莓汁滴在白色的 T-shirt 上, 还好老板都没有发现

就这样, 结束了三天两夜的 cameron trip, 很循例的还是要说这一句: 带着依依不舍的心情回家去

心情 summary: 噢...这种放肆的 relax...真爽!!